Outside looking in;

2011-12-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

i keep sneezing. its damn annoying. runny nose so i wipe lor, but it bloody hurts my nose ouch

then there's this baby, not even two months old but spoilt like nobody's business
why>? cos the mom allow it. so its actually her fault.
You can love your baby but you dont nurture him to become a bloody spoilt brad.
use your brain. think others around you mom. you can tolerate his crying doesnt mean everyone else can.
all he does is cry cry cry.
even when you stuff that pacifier into his tiny mouth. that tiny mouth with a voice that can deafen many ears

HE STILL CRY.

what did you do? You just kept on showing your love by carrying him.
So now you're his cot?
yeah yeah he needs you to carry when he drinks milk, but you dont have to carry him immediately when he cries. Its just showing him how anxious you are about him.

a baby is smart okay?

so he takes it that every single time he cries he would be cradled with LOVE even if its the wrong time etc not milk time.

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my situation:

when he's crying in the cot and you act like you dont care coz youre pure annoyed. it seems like you do not love him. but how to let her know its because we dont want him to be a loud, demanding, manipulative ~~bastard~~ boyboy

look at him when he aint crying, what an angel! Big eyes, round face. cuteness much.
But the moment he sobs and folds his face, thats not adorable.
GET IT?
sigh sigh sigh.

okay thats enough of me blabbering.
shall go off now.

p.s. he's still crying

2011-10-26T13:20:00.003+08:00

LET ME ASK YOU,

WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO DO SO?

WHO?

WELL, THEN STOP ACTING LIKE AN ASSHOLE.

2011-10-18T20:45:00.001+08:00

I HAVE A CRUSH ON A LOT OF PEOPLE RIGHT NOW.
hahahahhahahahaha

guess who???

guys from dunman high?

guys from TKPS?

NO!

guys from KPOP @o@

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shall name a few not in any particular order ^^

JONGHYUN 8D

ONEW!!!!

who totally reminds me of cayden i dunno why

the eyes ? ^^

extra nice pic of shinee :)

TAEMIN OF COURSE :D

cuteee yeah

DONGHAE

ALL TIMES FAVSS for now :D

KYUHYUN LOVESSSS

SIWON!!!

most likely cos of Oh! My lady (:

They totally brighten up my day with their songs can
dont ask me why
dont ask me how
hmph, maybe cozzz they are shiny and super
hahaha -__-
ehhhhhhhh so todayyy just finish hello baby yoogeun is so cute and needless to day the ending was so sad
cant bear to leave each other :P

:D
onew

cayden

HAHAHA I SWEAR THEY LOOK ALIKE!!!! :D sry cayden for stalking your photo :P

COS ITS CUTE

PRETTY GIRLS

2011-08-17T22:08:00.000+08:00

I'm jealous of pretty girls. They're lucky to have good genes to give them such nice features.
I won't go for plastic surgery!!! It's not natural, and I don't wanna be plastic..
So at the end of the day it still comes down to how you feel about yourself.
I still some confidence man, if there's pills for it I would take it.

Hopefully it also widens my eyes and make it bigger, and suck out all the oil from my face.
Thanks.

TODAY IS THE DAY where I'm supposed to be crazy-happy coz CTs are over.
BUT no, sadly I don't feel relieved watsoever.
There's still piano, business, band.
bandx2//
Not saying that I hate all these, I LIKE ALL!
But combination of all of them-- I can't handle.
:(
Good thing is that I only suffer at most 1 hour of insomnia.
Always at the first stage of it.......then zzzzzzz.
Emotionally weak I guess, in everything.

MAYBE I shouldn't act like I'm fine fine, but I don't owe anyone a living.
So, I shouldn't let this affect their mood.
I'll try :)))

HOLIDAY///ROOM MAKEOVER/// YAY :D
:D
;D
;D
;D
;D
:D
:D
:D
:{) I'll try to be happy.

a walk to remember

2011-08-07T17:07:00.002+08:00

I just realised that I'm actually fond of sad romance movies, those with really heartbreaking endings - either the guy or the girl dies!!!!
To make the ending very impactful they will purposely make the romance part really romantic :(
Without fail, tears always flow out.
The thing is that nobody seems to like this kind of movie, so nobody will watch with me.
Super emo....

Yesterday, I watched A WALK TO REMEMBER a walk to remember a walk to remember <3
I swear i watched it before!!! in Thailand, with bernice like in 2007. But she doesn't believe me argh.
The girl is a dork, the guy's a bad boy, then they fall in love and the guy changes. BAD OR GOOD still hawt SHANE WEST <3333 But in the end, the girl dies of leukemia :(

I know it may sound kinda cliche but too bad i like cliche stuff.

and I shall start reading Nicholas Sparks's books, cos he wrote this one too.
ok Shane West looks better than this, Mandy Moore too!!!
Uhh, i don't remember the male character's name though Lennon carter or sth.
The girl's Jamie :DDDD
Lennon is from an extinct species; he's too nice to be real..
Accepted the fact that Jamie's dying, still help her to strike off some stuff from her dream list.

Her no.1 on the list is to marry in her mom's church (who's dead), and he actually proposed and married that dying girl OMG right.
She's really pretty, not just her face, but her voice too.
Currently addicted to her "Cry" and "Only Hope"

I know the songs and movie are old lah, but so what it's CLASSIC and AWESOME.
tyvm :D
PS: Life sucks when you have to mug Macbeth

LIFE sucks part 2

2011-08-03T22:00:00.000+08:00

you sit at the seat you're supposed to sit. It's like you have no choice.

You ask yourself why are you like some goodytwoshoes, you don't know why.

You look at the sunflower. wilting. You feel like wilting too.

You see that motionless body in the coffin. You ask yourself how you're gonna handle another funeral.

You stare at the clock. You feel like hammering it.

You blog, and you feel like doing this forever.

You stare at the TV, and you feel tired.

But you're glued to the chair.
You remembered you still got some packing to do, some cleaning up,

That requires some movement, some energy.
But you're glued to the chair!

"SO?"

life sucks

2011-08-03T21:51:00.001+08:00

Life sucks so bad now,
I tried makin it better; tried convincing myself that optimism helps,
but at the end of the day it's still so freaking hard, and it still sucks.

Things keep piling, and piling. and it never stops. That sucks.
Nobody cares if you have backache or heartache or whatever shit.
They would just tell you, that's life.
Nobody would stop time, just to wait for you to catch up.
NO BLOODY THING.

This sucks. That sucks.
Responsibily sucks.
Clock stopped at 5pm 2 days ago. I wished it would just stay there.
But someone fixed it, and time continues ticking, and ticking and ticking.
WHY CAN'T YOU WAIT?
"Too bad", it screams. Life sucks
OH LIFE SUCKS SO BAD.
music helps. but only temporary.
You gotta enjoy it until responsibilty and work overwhelms you again.
I used to enjoy getting responsibilities; and I handled it so well.
Now, its just plain shit.
Worst than bird shit than falls on your face.
Sometimes it seems like living your life means having to eat shit.

it seems like i'm stuck in the past.
but I'm not!
I don't feel that same, not that sec 1 depression thing.
I'm living my life, but with full of complaints.
WHY IS THAT SO?
cos I suck. Everything sucks.
You suck.

-END-

Down.

2011-05-07T12:40:00.004+08:00

Jason Walker - Down

I don't know where I'm at
I'm standing at the back
and I'm tired of waiting
Waiting here in line
hoping that I'll find
what I've been chasing

I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
so why do I try
I know I'm gonna fall down
I thought I could fly
so why did I drown
I'll never know why it's coming down down down

Not ready to let go
Cause then I'd never know
What I could be missing
But I'm missing way to much
so when do I give up
what I've been wishing for

I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
so why do I try
I know I'm gonna fall down
I thought I could fly
so why did I drown
I'll never know why it's coming down down down

Oh I am going down down down
Can't find another way around
and I don't wanna hear the sound
of losing what I never found

I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
so why do I try
I know I'm gonna fall down
I thought I could fly
so why did I drown
I'll never know why it's coming down down down

I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
so why do I try
I know I'm gonna fall down
I thought I could fly

so why did I drown
Oh it's coming down down down

Why do I feel so down today?
Well, coz I'm stuck on the ground.

SUNDAY

2011-05-01T22:12:00.001+08:00

Today's sunday but it ain't sunny in my point of view.
It felt kinda gloomy for me.

I don't like days where I slack at home for the whole freaking day cos it makes me feel damn weird and depressed at the end of the day, like now -.-

I tried reading Fasting and Feasting but it bores me, to unconsciousness - I fall asleep. GIVE ME A NICER BOOK TO READDD!!!! I hate experimenting, I want to get the best at the first try :x Don't you want it too? What happened to my hobby? Now reading seems boring to me.

Currently going ga-ga over two things right now!!! Prince William and Kate's wedding x) and KAO JIRAYU the HAWT and CUTE thai guy :D

muacks. These are the two things that doesnt fail to cheer me up :DDDDD
OK IM HAPPY NOW :D
Omg, im a girl with mood swings :D
I need someone to chat with. Someone really chatty to brighten up my day..

I hate to have a specific time to wake up. :( I like to sleep in.
But there's pianoooo tomr :(
:(
Sadd.

Ok i wanna watch SUCKSEED :DDD Hopefully there's english subtitles cos its a thai movie, a very local one :D

Still stress about band :( Heard Bacchanale; it sounds so nice that it scares me, i havent even start on that piece!! xD SHIAT. RHYTHMS COMING T^T LSIDHpufhwpuigherpuvgher
:(

JIAYOU FOR SENIOR HIGH BAND SYF xD JYJYJYY :D
Wish my dearest seniors all the best :D
You all can do it.

ok bye.

EMOTIONAL DAY

2011-04-28T17:25:00.001+08:00

!!!! I was happy just now, i should have blogged when I was happy!!!
Now I just feel very tired, again :(
Ya know why? Cos I went to practise!!! :D
okie now I'm HAPPY AGAIN!!!!
I managed to play through the difficult parts of dances of galanta!! What I need now would be CONSTANT practice, that would be helpful.

Secondly, I happy because I managed to catch bus 65!! I was in 158 and bus 65 was right in front of 158 LOL, I managed to get the 158 and run to 65 xD SO PROUD OF MYSELF :B

Sorry lah, usually I'm damn unlucky AND slow for this kinda things so such tiny achievements are good enough to make me happy :DDDD

THIRDLY, I IMPROVEDDDDD, my grades went back up again (But I have a feeling it'll go down as soon as tomr) :D
I am sastified at the marks i got for ALL 3 TESTS :DDDD Smiling as i type this :)
1. Chinese - 38/50 :D actually teacher counted 42/50 but she counted wrongly LOL
not bad already :DDD SO HAPPY!!! xDDDDDDDD

2. Physics - 23/30 OMG OMG OMG I got 13/30 for the previous test :D

3. Chem - 18/20~~~~~~!!!!! SO AWESOME :D

That's why I'm happy. YAY :DDDD

Tiring day.. zzzz

2011-04-26T21:39:00.001+08:00

Today I feel damn tired and dead, cos I have bad stamina and yesterday's practice was super SHIONG :(

Today is actually a pretty relaxing day because there's no test tomr..
OH SHOOSH MATHS QUIZ

Nvm, it doesn't matter even though i just passed the previous one :) Actually I don't only feel tired, I feel quite lost too. My grades are slipping, and life has been rather complicated these few weeks. Even though it's over, there's still this really down and emo thingy -- something indescribable -- inside of me.

Quite emo lah, but that's how I feel right now. :) Watching the channel 8 show now, not bothering to do any homework, just lay back on my sofa relaxingly, hoping I'll feel better... I don't think it's melancholy but stress instead....

How... Rhythm's coming and I haven't even finished practising my pieces. Can't even play through the piece, you just get stuck in one part of the piece all the time, and it seems like you can never get over it. DAMN. Thurday there's bio test.. Until now I still don't quite get what the teacher's teaching. Getting super slow these days. What the heck is biological molecule?! Then there's lit and LA on friday. LA is okay, cos it's compre and you can't really study for it, but Lit. CCC. I haven't even finish reading it. DAMN SLOW RIGHT????!!!

Crap :( Wish me good luck people :D
Okay I feel much better after spamming all my troubles here. PHEW.
Can you actually hear me breathe a sigh of relief? :)

THIS IS SUPER CUTE AND VERY VERY TRUE.

LOVE IT :D <3 <3

MEATBALLS :D

2011-04-24T16:37:00.000+08:00

I love meatballs. They're so nice, especially with mushroom sauce and jam. YUM YUM :D

IKEA MEATBALLS ROCK! Just ate them just now, still feel hungry D:
The chickenwings were so oily! AHH!! They were quite crispy but the oily part of it definitely makes me feel a little ____.

Hmph, so as usual i woke up late.. It's SUNDAY :D Babysat Drizzle a little, cleaned up the house and got myself ready for Ikea. :)

HEHEHHEH. Sian. I dont really like sunday cos the next day is Monday and i dont like monday
Pephh. Today's such a hot day.

Sitting on my bed now, feeling so warm but i'm lazy to get up to open the windows, x(
I wanna turn on the aircon but mom's here and she'd would probably disagree to me turning it on so.......

I'm going to end this post and go to the living room for FANN xD

bye blog :)

Today is good saturday :)

2011-04-23T13:38:00.001+08:00

I shall talk about yesterday again ...

It started as bad friday, then good friday! Cos Busara and I, with Bernice and her friends, went to century square to watch SOURCE CODE. IT WAS AWESOME, I totally loved it .

It's so my-kind-of show ya know. NICE MAN. Everyone should go watch it it's just 1.5 hours :)
Doesnt take up a lot of your time. :)

Hmph, then Busara and I took a bus home ourselves, walked to the door then realised, SHIT I DIDNT BRING MY KEY D:

SO we waited at the small mini park near my house for my mom or sister to come back, avoiding the cockroach area.

FREAKY MAN, the cockroach area. There's cockroach literally EVERYWHERE.
Imagine bellerie screaming and jumping to avoid stepping them. Then I ran, AHH WHO CARES IF I STEP ON THEM, I just wanted to hurry and get away from the shit area.

SO, went home, MOM THE HERO, and then it became SHIT FRIDAY afterthat.

GASTRIC. REALLY BAD GASTRIC. I'm not kidding i got a really bad gastric attack.
At first i thought i could handle it and went ion orchard with bernice and busara. BUT HEY, it got worse. :(.

Couldnt stand, I was like curling up on the mrt seat, not the reserved one, trying to keep my tummy warm :(

It didnt really help i wanted to go home but bernice said since we were reaching i shouldnt go home..

Then. i sat outside the toilet. I wanted to go toilet but the all the toilets couldnt flush so no one was allowed in them, only L3 and 4 worked and i was at B2. :(

Then i waited, it didnt get better.

Went to starbucks and drank hot chocolate. I shouldnt have drank that! Cant drink milk when your stomach's feeling ergerofguhr, but i forgot..

Then i waited and waited, it got worse.
:( :( :( then i walked miserably all the way to L3 for the damn toilet..
Then i waited and waited and waited. MOMMY came (hero again)
IT FELT FOREVER.
THEN WHEN I REACHED HOME, RAN TO BED AND SLEEP

END OF FRIDAY :(

>:)

2011-04-22T09:51:00.000+08:00

Hi I'm posting again. Actually I'm talking to myself cos no one will EVER visit my blog when it has been mummified for one year.

This blog is an old hag already. Ok i shall read through my lameee post 5 yrs ago.
wait. izzit 5 years?

:D

ERM, actually i'm really proud of myself for designing my own blogskin, FOR THE FIRST TIME in my LIFE MY GOODNESS.

Such an achievement. No sarcasm okay!
I will not allow any judgements.
BOOHOO

I miss you wanling. :D Shall shower you with love.

Okay this reminds me i needa shower.
BYEBYE :D

2011-04-22T09:46:00.000+08:00

HEYO DEAD BLOG
ITS BEEN ONE FREAKIN YEAR SINCE IVE POSTED!!! ;D

Today is a sian day.
REALLY.

Cos it's supposed to be good friday, but it became bad friday when I have to wake up early. :(
Wake up early just to go to school, pass the rosins to my senior and go right back. Passing it to her only takes like 3 secs? But the bus ride is like hpfoiuvghwfpbihwefb;iurghf 2hours altogether.

HAHA! Oh OH OH

It's good friday coz Busara is here!!! :D

byebye. Love ya (:

Happiness

2010-05-04T15:52:00.002+08:00

Somehow, childhood memories will never fade away. I guess, they're meant to be with you for the rest of your life.

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As you can see, I have changed my template and yeah its done by WAN LING as usual. Some stuff about me are not TRUE. But hah, its still there coz im lazy to change it. XB

Today I saw 3 ppl from TKPS. :D

1. Ronnie

2. Xu Cheng

3. Clarence.

BAHH I think xucheng and clarence didnt see me. I waved to Ronnie in the morning coz he was in the same bus as me :D

Anyway, lessons were boring as usual. Nothing new except for getting back my maths ct results which was PLAIN SADDENING.

However, thinking about the past made me smile.

Three things that comes to my mind every time I think about it.

INNOCENCE, HAPPINESS, HUMOUR.

maybe it doesnt really make sense anymore. Feels a little weird inside after being nostalgic for so long. ;B

In the morning, I saw Joey while I was taking bus 60. I was staring at her but she didnt see me. She must be blind. XP cos I was staring at her. STARING. and waving too. I thought she looked at me but yeah, she didnt.

Anyway today theres no homework so i can SLACKK. !

~~t.b.vjc.~~

Hello

2010-05-03T17:39:00.003+08:00

bb.

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and remember. 1 bellerie is better than a thousand yous.

bai bai.

a total irony day

2010-04-29T22:35:00.009+08:00

so sleepy now, but dont feel like sleeping.

Started the d. day with MUSIC LESSON! (yay-.-)

FTB lol! the teacher was sooooo good man. He and his powerful arms banging on that drum which almost killed me and made me deaf. Not just me, EVERYBODEHH.

Had history test which im gonna fail

>LOL MIRACLES MAY HAPPEN<>

last minute my two pens ran out of ink. So it was PATHETIC larh.

Chinese ?! I had speak CHINESE in front of the class, talk about a newspaper article on ______________. anyway i wasnt so interested and didnt prepare much,

>I was so LUCKY to be chosen, and yarh as expected I screwed it up <

Maths, nothing much.

Science! Ms Tan and her reproductive system. LOL hin wing seem to know EVERYTHING. why ah? ;B

had LONER-MAKAN, practised double bass till i couldnt feel my fingers.

came back home.

HOW EXCITING!

can hardly can keep my eyes open now so shall stop here. :]

shall post some irony pictures though ;D to keep myself ALIVE after a whole day of robotness.

Sunshine in a cup

2010-04-27T16:16:00.007+08:00

Two days ago something happened to me. Something really GROSS. Something that caused a big change to my life --- ._.

Oh gourd.............................................................................

And so, this is the 3rd day of misery. kinda.

Or maybe I should be happy that it happened o.o

Anyway. today was FUNNEH during LA LESSON ^^
Hua Sheng's persuasive speech LOL LOL
his eye contact bravo.
hes supposed to talk to the audience as a WHOLE
as in look at everyone but he kept looking at CHERYL :D
TEEHEEE><

Oh, let me get into VJC with tiff.
vjc.vjc.vjc.vjc.vjc.vjc.vjc.vjc,

haiz

2010-04-20T09:34:00.004+08:00

I'm confused.
I'm lost.
I dont know what to say.

I want to, but I dont know how.

This feeling totally suck.

Should I? or Should I not?
why am I such a loner. -..-

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played double bass till i have blisters on my finger. T^T

things will be better.

whywhywhywhy.

2010-04-18T19:01:00.003+08:00

WOOTS!

Finally feel like bloggin..

I KNOW I KNOW the blogskin looks awful. It feels kinda incomplete and stuff.

Anyway, I went for some cruise dont know how many weeks ago... I always wanted to blog about it but for the past few weeks but I didnt feel like blogging.

I guess if you saw Bernice's blog you would have seen the sunset pictures. It may not be nice to you in those pictures. But we saw it with our own eyes, and it looked AWESOME.

School has been kinda stressful. It aint relaxing like last yr anymore. ><>

Plus, I AM CONSIDERING TO GO FOR VJC NEXT YR.

Should I? Or Should I not? Should I sign up with T.C.? D:Bernice being emo (being told to do so ;B)

Oh. And I think I'm not destined to play the double bass.

SAD. I keep havin problems with the bow.

When I'm about to be more familiar with the technique

TH BRIDGE OF THE BASS CAME OFF

so i cant play it.

BOOO

DULL MARCH. damned MARCH. D:

2010-03-10T09:56:00.004+08:00

once again im standing and typing...

HOW PATHETIC CAN THIS BE????

& Tiffany.C, you ask me why I'm standing...
coz im in the library.... and they dont have chairs. :D:D:D

im sry for not updating, but it seems like
life's too dull.
OOPS.

the librarian is scolding again.
OH NO//...

seriously, MARCH IS CURSED.

bad things happen in march.
BAD thing BADDDDD.

now i got one day to remember ---- 6 March.

12 march --- one year anniversary of KO's death.

More to come. :X

im still accepting presents on 19 MARCH.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

v. important day.

REMEMBER IT, DUDES.

now i gotta go home alone,
so sad.
You know the word INSECURE?

yup thats how i feel.

BB!
look at the noob ------ :B

a whole new world of insanity

2010-03-03T10:06:00.001+08:00

somehow it feels weird standing and typing.

-.-

dunno what to sayy...
in recess now.
:D:D:D:D:D

hi

bye

hi
bye

wanling pput tagboard.. T^T

omg, tryin to be careful, the librarian very fierce de.

:D:D:D:D

bb!

he told me I was pretty when i looked like a mess

2010-02-18T17:34:00.008+08:00

YOYOYO
Gonna talk about what I did yesterday!

Went to watch VALENTINE'S DAY as I have said in the previous post ^^.
Just managed to complete my science and geog homework

One more to go, for today. -..-

which would be chinese spelling. !

I guess that would be all for today

YESTERDAY

hmph. Valentine's Day wasnt as good I thought it would be T^T , but it was CUTE!

I shall post some pictures later on....

I love the actors! Not just because im an ang moh freak (-..-), but because they look really good, compared to asian actors. -.-

Not sure if the caucasians thought that way of us.

Yup, and as I said ______
OMG THE WIND IS BLOWING SO HARD THE CURTAIN IS ALMOST COVERING MAHH FACE. >.<

... continuing, we went to pick bernice up.

There was so many people that looked like Bernice

her hairstyle, height, bag, specs...

BUT i told mom how to differentiate her from others

BUUTTT aint gonna say it here coz bernice might get anorexia if she hears it.

am I gettin too obvious? ;D

ooosh. Then I was comparing Jack with Joddy in the car while waiting.

SO DAMN FUN~

Then we flew to the cinema after bern got in the car.

We saw alvin, hes was gonna watch Pery Jackson.

OMG MORE STRONG WIND >.<

and .. ate some roti prata. -.-

then teleported to the cinema again, where I sat down right in the center of the room.

IT WAS GREAT

watched, felt good, went to eat in my godma's mum's house where she cooked

On the way, i saw a black cat about to attack something.

I told uncle chris he went to see, it was a baby bird who fell of the tree!

It broke its right leg(? wdv its called)
We brought it to the house

~~and cooked it for dinner~~

and took care of it.

At first it couldnt stand

but gradually it could stand and drink water and eat bread.

IT WAS FAST coz uncle chris used his dinner time taking care of the birdie!

kinda cute but i didnt dare to touch it >.<

felt disgusted. (dunno why)

After that we brought it back home to keep it with us till it could fly

BUT TODAY IT DIED.

THE ENNDDDD T^T

sad right

*sobs*
R.I.P BIRDIE. I will miss you.

I was still betting with Jin Rui that it would die today JOKINGLY.

haiz. izzit because that DAMNED march is coming? where every thing you wont think of HAPPENS.

T^T

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Back to being happy!

emma roberts and carter jenkins
They look really cute together. :D

carter jenkins looks cute in the show.

Bryce Robinson, acting as EDISON

who do you think hes giving that silver box to?

It not only contains something really beautiful, it contained his HEART.

awww.

aint he cute?

Taylor SWIFT!

keepin the best for the last.

SHE WAS GREAT acting as a bimbo. LOL

REALLY FUNNEHHH

too bad she only acted in a small part of the show.

Taylor Lautner was cute as usual.

BYE!

"Time slows down, whenever you're around"

YAYYYY

2010-02-17T14:41:00.008+08:00

HELL-OOO everybodehhhhh

So excited cos am gonna watch VALENTINES DAYY!!!

wooooooooo. whos jealous?

o.o
some ppl playing fire crackers downstairs.
blak pluk plik plok SO NOISEHHHH

"Though the breezes through the trees move so pretty, you all i see!"

Love this part of LUCKY.
So fairytale. ?

gonna pick up bernice and watch the movie soon, so am chionging this post! >.<

PPL TAGG MEEE!! Im desperate for tags. without a reason.

OKAYYYY more noise polution. CHIANG CHIANG CHIANG lion dance T^T eeeesh. I shouldnt have said CHIANG cos my daddy name is gn chiang seng/sing WDV

this is shit. EEEEEEEEEEWWWWW.

he called me and gave me some shit attitude last week. Usually we would visit him on the second day of CNY.

He said we MUST go on the first day of CNY. He does this EVERY YEAR. To ME.

Cos he know when he call bernice she will say "I dont know, ask jie jie" -.- haiz.

So he was like "why must you make things difficult for me?"

I was like "Whaat. YOU MAKE THINGS DIFF. FOR ME" coz my mum only allow us to visit his place on the second day of CNY and blah blah

mom also told me to say "if you dont agree with it, call mom" but when I said that, he got even more shitty he continued talking shit then he said "I AM VERY ANGRY" (like why must he do that to me???? -.-)

i was super angry So i said " I ALSO VERY ANGRY" and hung up. WOOOOOOOO shiok. Thats so bellerie. ;D

!!!!!!!! EXCITEDMENT (Love the picture above)
-..-

life is such a comedy. even the angry times ;D *smurks*

Another fairytale

2010-02-16T20:26:00.008+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!

Today was a fairytale.

Well, i guess you could say that ;D

Went to watch Percy Jackson blah blah blah LOL the title's too long >.<

Haaaaaas! Logan Lerman! YAYYYY

I think he looks better in the show though
Anyway, at least hes better-looking than daniel radcliff (how spell), the harry potter.

>.< I loved it! Then went home and started to play tai ti/di

WOOTS! It started off so-so... but at the end I couldnt stop winning LOL it must be the place I sat. Good Feng Shui -.-

HAIZZZZZ Spent quite some time on comp looking for blogskin. Random picked one and BOOM there you go! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

OHHHH and I feel in love with TODAY WAS A FAIRYTALE!

i wanna watch Valentine's Day! TAYLOR AND TAYLOR. T^T who wanna watch with me?

dont they look kinda cute together? 0.0

Eyes so beautiful.

2010-02-10T20:01:00.008+08:00

HELL-LEE-LOO-YAH!

I guess I'll keep this post short! :D

Havent been feeling like posting, so didnt post for a period of time.

Hopefully I'll post more often, cos I ENJOY PEOPLE TAGGING!

OH YEAH. (oops. I sound like Jeremiah.) O.O
No, i dont. :)

I saw Michelle Phan's AVATAR INSPIRED LOOK & totally loved it! Saw it from wanling's friend Kiro's blog.

LOL I was supposed to see the custom made cakes.
Especially loved the "boob" cake. :X

SHALL POST SOME MICHELLE PHAN PHOTOS!

woosh. NICE NAILS :D plus eyes of course

TIGER EYES! RAWRRR.

I dont remember what this is called, but love the overall look.
I SUDDENLY REMEMBERED! She looks like SYLVIA RATONEL, the singapore idol! ^^

oops. pretend you didnt see the messy hair. >.<

I LOVE HER EYES! I wish I had eyes like hers.

Love the tiger eyes as well. :D

Her eyes kinda remind me of Isabel Sia. :DD Dont you find her eyes beautiful too?
and a little bit of Yun Xuan's!

Of course, not saying that hers aint nice.....
She looks really good without specs kay! ^.^

BYE!

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2010-02-04T19:31:00.005+08:00

haha :) Today i realised that i lag more than the comp.

I lag at songs. I only realised that I liked the songs from 不能说的秘密 a few weeks before, and this movie dont know came out how long ago.

I just realised i like the song, "Lucky" as well. :D This song came out like, one year ago? LOOOOL!

Jason Mraz from side view looks like Hugh Grant! Hahahahahaha maybe they're brothers in their previous life.

Oh, and I saw a video of a couple "randomly" singing this song, it was awesome ! They seriously sound like famous singers. Which means anyone can be a famous singer, right?

I lag at ..... hmph.
For example, if I see something scary and I'm scared, I need 3 seconds to react. LIKE -..-

And the incident where tiff choo or tiff ng mistaked a fake toilet for a real one and there was a statue there. LOL they were like screaming I needed 3 seconds to run after them.

OOPS, lagging at everything seems awful. D:
Perhaps, lagging doesnt really matter. Just as long as you managed to do what you wanted to do, right?

School is getting better, when I'm feeling better. The mentally of being 12 again, is slowly fading... I guess that should be good news. :]

I dont wanna think about tomr, cos xielaoshi is going to show the whole class the news video. -..- I hate being on the screen, cos I look absolutely weird PLUS, I dont even realise I sound like how I sound. (LOL YOU GET IT?)

I hope someone will talk to me on MSN. So lonely lehh.....
Haiyo.

HOMEWORK: HISTORY & HISTORY & LA & LA & SCIENCE........
it never ends. GREAT. :E

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Follow the notes upon a journey
At first sight marks one's destiny
Once the voyage comes to an end
Return lies within hasty keys

lol.

A BANANA DAY

2010-01-28T16:11:00.006+08:00

Heyy people!

I actually posted yesterday but it didnt appear in the blog! >:(

So I shall post whatever i wanted to post here, today.

To avoid me from forgetting what I wanted to say, typed in my phone. :]

Anyway, enjoyed yesterday.

The beginning of the day was literally tiring. I was half-asleep during ACC lesson. Had panda
eyes. heh. Not 'HAD' coz they're still there. ._. Seriously cant appreciate chinese. So there's no
point giving me "Appreciation of Chinese Culture" lessons. haiz.

Then it was recess. Ate hand roll and bbq pork. LIKE WHEN AM I GONNA START SAVING.

The celebration is coming soon. No money, how? T^T

After recess was LA. Had fun taking video of mr soh sharing his grandfather stories.....

Too bad I havent download the software for my lg phone, if not it will be here. :D

LOL I'm so super mean la.

Science was NICE. Totally enjoyed the GRAM STAIN experient. SUPER COOOOOLL. XD

Computing was so-so. We had to create our own calculators with codes. >.<
END OF SCHOOL!

luckily Shao Shan didnt make a scene when we wanted to eat lunch yesterday. If not I will be

SUPER PISSED and still go for lunch. She made the right choice by not commenting and

screaming like the day before. WTH luh. She should be glad that Inez, Shi Yuan and Wen Jia are

so nice. If not they wont give a damn as well. D: If i had supporters I will be having lunch with
them, without bothering SS.

So yeah, did chinese project after cool! Super fun!

@-@

Went to library cafe for lunch. EXPENSIVE~

Ate .....sandwich. broke already. GREAT.

After lunch, we started filming wen jia.

SHE'S SUPER PRO IN CHINESE. FLUENT~~~~~~

though there were many NGs here and there coz she got distracted everytime someone came in
our class to get sth. And MANY people came in our class to get their stuffs. -.-

I couldnt stop laughing. FOR no reason. At least the reason wasnt a very good one.

Dont know why when I see $10's face during filming, and I laugh they also laugh. You cant count
the amount of NGs we have :B

Then followed by SS (-..-"), the fierce woman that got me pissed. Hers was quite fast :D

Then mine. :D LOL you know my chinese oral sucks... But it was okay when I saw the video >.<

Inez was hardworkingly recording her own video in the next classroom.

Overall I think we did GREAT!
APPLAUSE.....
Found these videos in youtube when doing the project. LOL!

P.s. ~~this faggot is irritating~~. :XX
its stupidly hilarious.
sry for the super long post. LOL

EXCITED!

2010-01-24T11:48:00.007+08:00

YOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Feeling so excited, without a reason!

Was excited yesterday, TOO!

Cos I changed blogskin.

Its so beautiful to my eyes.

._. This new blogskin is exactly what I wanted all along.

REALLY NICE. :D

friday was all about my uncle's wedding

AT MY HOUSE :D

I wanted to go back to TK.

but my mum insisted on helping her with the wedding deco. T^T.

Oh TK, really missed you.

I wanted to eat mcdonalds, but she "locked" me at home.

So YEAH, i was at home till the wedding. :D

The deco was beautiful, for an ROM taking place at home.

My OLD dining table was decorated with red cloth (6 honestian '08, our class curtain kind) ;D

with lots and lots of rose petals.

Many people came, there was buffet, and a camera-man.

Prince had a friend, too :D:D:D:D

oh ya, I didnt played the piano after all.

wooh! relax.

.
.

Yesterday, as I was busy changing my blogskin at night,

MUM suddenly opened the door, causing me to jump! !#UTYFKYQFO*^r

.
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Today, went to mac for breakfast

5 stars! No, 10!

:D :D

TAG ME ! :B

Kate Perry- Thinking of you.

P.S. Looks like Peter Facinelli LOL

RANDOM POST smurks

2010-01-22T20:37:00.003+08:00

dum. dum dum dum. dum. dum dum dum.

what song am I humming?

ans: the wedding march

It's my uncle's wedding right now.

R.O.M at home. AWESOMEness.

I need some teenagers.

TEACHERS!

2010-01-20T21:26:00.003+08:00

Totally loved chinese lesson today!

Xielaoshi, you rock.

or stones! based on Air Leh Nare.

So yeah, today I had fun during chinese lesson.

Don't go googaaaah over this. I'm still ang moh freak, okay?

:D

Today the whole lesson was about teachers. Experiences on unforgettable teachers.

Reminded me of LuLaoShi.

Ronneh! Roundie, wdv; your bag was thrown into the rubbish bin right?

LOL, from one corner to the other. I didnt know that LuLaoShi had such good aiming.

WOOOOOHHH. pro man. She probably was from the basketball team! ;D

oh ya, SYK.

Sia.Yik.Keat. LOL I caused your Harry Potter book to be confiscated, plus your scissors.

All your fault, you went to tear my doll doll apart. It fitted so well on my "Im a rules kinda girl"
pencilcase.

P5 times.... -.-

and I remember Ronnie doing chinese dance with correction tape. Mine, i think. ......

HAHAaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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Today was AWESOME. I love your acting xuelaoshi! Lol

and DJ, you were so hyper during chinese class.

NICEEE . :P

Oh ya, and we realised that majority "unforgettable teachers" are chinese teachers. lmao.

oh my shiat this is so offending.

I'm offffffffffffffffff.

*pooooof*

p.s. went to deviant art to search for teachers. The results are gross. It's only teachers with big balloons. WTH!? -..-

Trying to get rid of my emoness.

2010-01-19T20:56:00.009+08:00

It doesn't mean that you're in a school with AWESOME results, you're in a good school.

......... .

Look at the dots. Majority of them are together. One is left out.

No matter how unimportant they are, they're still someone. I mean like, they're still there.

Thinking of the past, I realised that I have indeed left out lots of people. I'm feeling guilty now. ...

I was so mean. I should have treated everyone equally.. Is it retribution, now?

I don't quite.

get it, really.

i AM sorry for being so dull, so boring, so emo all the time.

But, I can't help it. I'm gradually learning to control my emotions, so at the mean time, let me
type my unhappy stuff down here. -.-

I really envy JR and Bernice. They're coping really well. Is it that I have really really LOW EQ?

Gosh. Another thing to catch up with the others. EQ.

Those days, I didn't have to worry about socialing. But now.....................

I feel that I'm trying very hard to think about what to say ... to them . It can't come out of me
naturally. I'm only myself when I'm at home.

THESE DAYS WILL PAST, RIGHT? (say yes).

ohgreatohgreatohgreat.

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Today wasn't much of a day.

Spent half of the day in class, spent the other half in the library. LOL

I really don't wanna be a study freak here.

But there's no choice, DHS leh.

.....

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D OMGoddess, after typing this down I feel so EXTREMELY GOOD.

Thanks BLOGGER.

P.S. I miss the rain, Pls come, RAIN. T^T

i love the sound of rain.

UN-UNHEAVENESS.

2010-01-18T20:37:00.007+08:00

I'm so tired today.
Just came back from band, and completed half of everything.
I repeat, HALF.
This is the sianest day of the whole week...

Somehow I wonder, if there was really such a thing called heaven.
If yes, then shouldn't we all kill ourselves?
If it is true that when we die, we'll go to heaven.
And that heaven is such a fine place.

If heaven was really a place where there's no pain or misery....
.....
Gosh, I wouldn't wanna think about it.
If I were to really believe that there was such a thing called heaven.
Then there isn't a reason why we should stay here, on earth, or whatever is the proper name.
.
.
.
GOSHHHH, i gotta stop talking about this.
this is an unpure thought.
I need some holy water.
-.-
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Today is a day I don't really wanna talk about.

Firstly, teacher introduced us to a whole new world of IRRITATION AND MISERY, by giving us a new project. Absolutely suckish.
Secondly, I ..................
WAIT. I SAID I DIDNT WANNA TALK ABOUT TODAY.

Goodbye Today, Hello Tomorrow.
Tomorrow will be better....

What am I saying

2010-01-17T14:27:00.005+08:00

LOL. Finally decided to update. Well. I guess my fingers are turning rusty.
New blogskin, dudes! :D
...

Well, I still can't get myself to believe that I'm sec 2/.

Firstly, it's because I got too used to being the youngest in school.
Secondly, it means that the memories in TKPS are slowly erasing...

DANG!

Nvm, at least I get to make fun of sec ones.
like telling them, "There's four buttons on our school shirt'.
coz, you only see three buttons. they pull their skirts to high up.
They're weird.
They tuck in their PE when they dont need to.
oops. I'm not supposed to offend people.

sowwie. T^T
.
.
LOL! I'm so mean.

Nvm, the first two weeks of school was average.
band was okay as well.
More songs to learn as usual. -.-
2 symphonic movements PLUS asgard.
Great. Cos my sight reading ~~sucks~~ is really bad.
:]

Wooosh. I getting a little blur these days.. omg. Am I turning into a donkey?
EEEEYOOORE.
.
.
Heh... Wish me good luck. I'm performing at home during my uncle's r.o.m.
Woops. I haven't finish practising. It's this friday for goodness sake.
Playing "To make You Feel My Love" and more, of course.
o.o
.......

Enjoying joe jonas dancing single ladies. :D OH YEAH

JOE JONAS DANCES TO SINGLE LADIES!!!

Nicole♥Love™ | MySpace Video

Wish of the day : I wishhhhh that there's no band on friday so I can go to TKPS.

-.-

QUIZZ FROM MY DEAR TIFFANY

2009-12-03T17:03:00.005+08:00

From TIFFANY.C 'S BLOG

XD

All of the 14 people must do this quiz, unless he/she doesn't have a blog. Write the names of the 14 people you can think on the top of your head and answer the questions.
(sad I cant put T.C's name)

1. Elena
2. Bernice
3. Joey
4. Estee
5. Andrea
6. Anni
7. Jamie
8. Jin Rui
9. Farhan (-.-)
10. Ashton
11.Tiffany Ng
12. David (l.o.l)
13. Xuan Ying
14. Ridzuan

What would you do if you and 13 never met ?
~~That means I will have one less person to joke about. :X~~
That means I will have one less NICE friend. :D

What if 1 and 12 dated ?
Elena and David. LOL LOL LOL.
That wont work. Like oil and water. D:

Have u ever seen 14 cry?
Yeah, when he sorta 'FAKE' it. :D

Would 4 and 11 be a good couple?
Estee and Tiffany Ng. :D Maybe, if they arent straight.
Unlikely.. BLEH i wont wanna think about it.

Do you think 11 is attractive ?
Yeah, chiobu! XD sweet plus a little bit of sexy lol

What's 2 favourite colour?
Erm, Green? Pink? Blue? Black? I dont know, she doesnt have one I think. :]

When was the last time you talked to 9?
I dont know, but it was on MSN. On Halloween? Nope. Some time after that.

What language does 8 speak?
China-ish English. haha, i dont. He speaks perfect england.

Who is 13 going out with?
How would I know, I'm no gossip-girl here. D:

Would you ever date with 10?
Not a chance I wont date younger guys. :(
Not even shorter guys. :X

Where does 5 live?
A condo near Eunos Mrt :D

What's the best thing about 9?
The best thing about him would be last year when he kept talking about faggots homosexuals transgenders. roflmao

What would you tell 10 now?
Hi I am Bellerie intro pls. (LOL JOEY)

What's the best thing about 1?
Woot, shes a drama queen with super good taste a little bit here and there i would say. :D One of the best buddies plus she has a great sense of humour. XD

Have you ever kissed 3?
NOOoooo. that will never happen, even if shes a good kisser and I wont waste my first kiss on a girl and someone like JOEY. jking jking. I wont kiss her unless its a DARE

What was the memory you had with 7?
That shes a really nice junior? :D

When is the last time you saw 6?
During BAND PRACTICE. ._.

How is 14 and 1 different?
One is a guy while the other is a girl? XP
One in Dunman Sec and one in Damai?
LOL no idea. :D

TWILIGHT FREAKK

2009-12-02T20:10:00.005+08:00

Hey. Back bloggin.

Been watchin quite a number of shows lately.

I AM sorry for not updating.

Thanks Jamie. For putting Dunman high as your first choice. :D

I watched 2012 first, followed New Moon, then Underworld & Underworld the Evolution.

2012 was nice. It wasnt all about the ruins caused coz the world was ending.
It wasnt about the number of people dying.
D:
But it's about......................something else hard to explain.
You feel warmth. :D
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New Moon was okay. I went to watch the sneak preview.
With mom and sis and _ _ _ _ _.
:D
Edward Cullen (Robert) looked better in Twilight than New Moon.
He didnt give me a "VAMPIRE LOOK". -.-
I preferred Carlisle. :D He's 36 in real life. :D:D:D:D
But he still looks good.

All the attention was on the werewolves.
I could see my mum mouthwatering. -.-
She liked SAM.
Jacob looked like. WOAH.
He looked double his size from twilight.
Of course he looks better with short hair.
You could see the difference.
:D
The pack looks good overall.
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UNDERWORLD.
It was COOL. SJR will like the violence, too bad he's gone back to China.
The war between Vampires and Lycans(werewolves).
The twilight show looks CLEANER in that sense, the UNDERWORLD show looks dirtier.
I dont know how to explain. Maybe its the way they dress up or sth. :D

Watching TOGETHER on Channel 8 now.
Joey is sleeping over. :D
I spent a few hours disturbing joey's jin xian. :D:D:D
Quite fun.
YAY!
Joey is eating KFC now and I am stealing some cheese fries from her now. :D

bye :D

Too lazy to start on my holiday homework.
STILL.
Reading Breaking Dawn now.
Gonna start homework after that.

A wednesday that feels like Saturday

2009-11-18T18:54:00.004+08:00

Today is Wednesday, but it feels like Saturday.

Tomorrow will be Thursday, obviously.
Which is 19 November.
Which is Bernice's Graduation Nite.

Omg.
I still cant believe that even BERNICE is graduating from our dear TELOK KURAU.
That tells me that after this year, there will not be a link between me and my dear primary school.
How sad can this be.

It feels like a Saturday because I had lesson.
And I almost forgot all about it.
It's too much like a routine.
Every Saturday, Music Lesson.
I guess, it had gotten in my head that I will only have lessons on Saturday.

It will be the last day of school for Bernice.
Wow, I wonder how many days have past since the last day of MY school.

I didn't really sleep well.
I couldnt sleep.
Just because I had to PURPOSELY sleep early.
Had to help out in Ubi, the bubbletea shop.
I dont know how to make the drinks.-.-
So it was not much of a help.
D:

Today is another boring day.
Sunset..........
My room is dark already.
BLEH.
But I dont wanna turn on the lights.
Feels warm. Feels cool larh.
Gives it an emo feeling.
XD

Watched videos in youtube the whole day.
:D
Bored, I still dont feel like starting my holiday homework.
SIANZ.

Bb:), even though it's sad to end with a goodbye.

:D:D:D:D:D

A little bit of here and there

2009-11-17T16:01:00.003+08:00

Hello GUYS :D

Today is really boring.
No plans.

I didnt post the past few days because I didnt feel like doing so.

Yesterday, we went to Bugis Street to buy stuffs for Bernice and Jin Rui's grad nite.
I'm getting jealous.
I feel like attending it, but I'm no longer P6.....
Don't wanna spoil the fun. XD

Yeah, went to Bugis just to buy a pair of high heel shoes for Bernice
and a COW BOY hat for SJR.
I woke up at around 1pm yesterday but I still ended up dragging my feet throughout the whole shopping.
D:
Why is that so?

Mwuahahah.
Perhaps because it was raining the whole day, I was on a sleep mode the whole day.

BUT NOW, I wished it was raining.
So warm. -.-
The clouds gotta start woking.
I guess they must be tired after working the whole day.

OMG; I'm crapping again.

Hmph.

I guess I really need to SMILE.
Coz even typing the word SMILE gives you a good feeling. :D

Oh, I left out, that Jin Rui's mum came to my house to stay for a while.
In fact, she came a long time ago but I didnt type it in here.
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MWUAHAH. I beg i prey, whatever. Just give Bernice her a good 4 As result slip.
PLEASE jesus buddha, whatever gods present in this world.

I WANT HER IN DHS.
Miracles CAN happen. I hope.

Did nothing much today. So bored I went to Youtube to watch Disney music videos.
But still, a YAY.
I feel like a kid again.
TEEEHHEEE.
XP

P.S. Thanks Tiffany and Rory for asking me to SMILE. L.O.L

say it again

2009-11-14T16:38:00.003+08:00

Hmph.

Today I had music lesson at 3.30pm
The whole lesson actually started at 2.30pm, but Bernice wanted to have the lesson first.
I had to break my head thinking about what to do this ONE WHOLE HOUR.

Mum was at home and she didnt allow me to use the comp.
She said it would distract Bernice or sth.
BUT when I was having piano lesson Bernice was using. -.-

During that ONE WHOLE HOUR,
I took out the greeny comb of Prince's and started brushing his fur.
Prince is full of furrrrrr.
I kept combing and brushing and combing and brushing, BUT
there will still be fur shedding EVERYWHERE.
:(
At last I gave up.
The amount of fur I have collected can make me a pillow.
-.-

Maybe going to BUGIS to buy shoes for Bernice's grad nite.
PHEW.

~~{I wanna be love drunk.}~~

I love you Marie Digby.

AVERY, your name on a weighing scale.
WOW.

HO HO HO

2009-11-13T23:36:00.004+08:00

13 November.

HELLO :D

I'm back blogging.

MweEheeHeE.
I'm really bored right now.
Even though the best thing I could do now is to SLEEP.
BUT i dont want to.

MALAYSIA. MALAYSIA. Back on Tuesday.
Sorry guys, only started bloggin today :D
19 more minutes to a NEW DAY.
How nice.

Malaysia was OKAY.
I mean, the rides indoor was so-so.
Filled with baby rides.
I WENT TO TAKE BABY RIDES ON THE FIRST DAY.
Yeah.

uhuh. The second day after my mum saw my dead-bored face she decided to purchase the ALL THEME PARK ticket.

Which mean indoor and Outdoor.
I spend a very tiny little part of the time playing outdoors.
First, I went to play a smaller ride, leaving the best for the last.
We used most of the time queuing up.D:
Then it rain. The MIST. The SMOKE-LOOKING thing.
Whatever it's called.
But it became my mutual enemy.
bling blang BLUNG.
We had to result to play the indoor games.

You couldnt see anything.
It must be the clouds.
GENTING HIGHLANDS.
I don't like it. :(

Anyway, indoors......
I enjoyed the bumper cars anyway.
Went to the Ripley's Believe it or NOT musuem. :D

That's about it.
Nice weather though. Like the weather ALOT.
Drove there. Drove back.
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12:04am, 14 November.

Today, I had band.
D:
I played till my hands are really sore.
But I was glad :)
Cos my senior was REALLY REALLY patient.
Even I got irritated with myself.
I couldnt get the beat right.

I love you senior.
STRING BASS DOUBLE BASS STRING BASS DOUBLE BASS.
Chiong dao di.

Bellerie died

2009-11-07T12:50:00.005+08:00

I'm forgotten.

To them, I'm just a little ant, a little dust, or just.... air.
When can I get used to the REAL world.
I'm stucked, and I can't get out.

Why is this happening to me?
Is it retribution?
It feels that the world I'm living in is as good as hell.

I feel like ~~shit~~.
When can I get my self-confidence back.
When can I be myself again.
When can I be what I wanna be.

It's as hard as getting full marks for history.
It's as hard as getting a pig to fly.
It's as hard as getting K.O. back alive.

WHY WHY WHY.
Why can't I change.
When everyone's adapting so well.
When everyone's living their life happily.

I don't understand.
I can't possibly take my brain out and change my mentality.
My heart is as good as being broken into a million pieces.

This ~~sucks~~.

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL :D

2009-11-06T20:14:00.001+08:00

YAY! Today last day of school! WOOTS.

Got results back. You all wanna see my report book?
LOL shall type the results here.

CA2 EOY Combined Grade
Langauge Arts A B B
Higher Chinese A A A
General Science B B B
Geography A A A
History B A B
Mathematics A A A

LOLL, sorry it's a little messy.
Hmph, I guess overall should be Okay.
B A B A B A ;D

Kinda shocked that I can get A for History in the EOYs.
AND AND AND I can get A for chinese. UNBELIEVABLE

mwuacks.
I want more tags D:

Anyway, fortunately today I didn't get caught in the rain cuz I spent the whole day INDOORS in school. Home to School to Home. ;D
Had a very touching farewell ceremony for Mr Sng. We'll miss you. D:

AND Jin rui KPO beside me.

I miss my phone. Can't turn it on. As good as dead.
I miss my phone cos there are so much memories trapped in this phone of mine.
The pictures, graduation nite, god-sister.
BLAHBLAH.

Looking forward to Genting. YAY!

2009-11-05T17:03:00.002+08:00

So sad. D:

I can no longer use this blogskin. :(
This bandwidth exceeded thing is killing me.
The pictures are gone.
AWWWW.

Today was fun.
We went to watch Coraline. Not Caroline.
3D!! My first time cos i always found that 3D shows cause me to have headache.
-.-
The show's nice! NICEEE;D
Asking Bernice to watch as well.
But she will be watching with mom so it would be 2D cos mom has the same problem as me.
YOU ALL GO WATCH! 3D!
But it was kinda awkward cos i had to wear tewo specs at a time, and i felt giddy. :/

I'm watching 环珠格格。:D:D I love 'little swallow'
LOOLLL
the parrot is talking in the show.
mwuacks i bet you dont understand what i'm talking but nevermind.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAH

That's all. I need to find a new blogskin. :(
Getting reportbook tomr. O.O
BYEBYE :D:D

SUNDAY! D:

2009-11-01T14:51:00.005+08:00

Happy Sunday Morning to McDonalds!
Had my usual BIG BREAKFAST.
-.-

Tomorrow will be my indoor test for band.
Woots. Nervous.
I dont wanna screw up the whole thing >.<

So sad, so few people tagged my blog I don't even know if they know I started updating. (long sentence) ._.
ELENA! go back to blogging. I cant tag you in livejournal. D:
JOEY! CHAT WITH ME I'M SUPER DUPER BORED RIGHT NOW.

Oh ya, my piano teacher just told me that I will be having a mock Grade 6 piano exam 2 weeks later.
Then, I can start Grade 7 ;D

Bernice is currently bugging me to tell her what she should wish for.
like LOOOOoooLL.
she went, "I dont know what to wish for, can give me some ideas"

Mwuacks.

OH YA, and I wanted to watch THIS IS IT in the cinemas, but couldnt, for some reasons. :I
It's the last time we'll ever see him "perform" again.
I mean like, he's already dead, right.

I will be going to Malaysia next Sunday. 7 more days.
To KL.
To Genting Islands.
YAY. My second time there. :D

BYEE!

2009-10-31T20:39:00.004+08:00

HELLOween.

It's been a year since our last class trip in Sentosa, 6 Honesty. :]

30th October 2008; remember?

Now, how I wished I could be 12 again.

Today was a normal day, like any other Saturdays.
Piano lesson, then slacked at home.

Around 6 it started raining.....
Rain rain go away,

come again another day,

little children want to play

rain rain go away.
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As you can see, I changed my blogskin. ;D

Somehow, I think it suits me. :D:D

And blog songs too.

I want cable TV!!

Watching 爱 now,

some boy called mingwei just died of drowning.

Life's like this.

Hard to accept but, you still gotta accept.

:(:

(2 faces at a time)

2009-10-30T22:28:00.003+08:00

Yawns.
It's me with the boring face again.
can you visualise it?

Had to go to band today, as usual.
Practised the crap out of me today. :(
My hand is aching badly now.
BOO.
monday is the test. monday is the test. monday is the test.

How I hoped today was the last day of school.
Not fair.
Today is the last day of school for so many people.
Except D.U.N.M.A.N H.I.G.H.
D:

Wan Ling's sleeping over today.
:D
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why am I such a boring person?

the 2ND post of the day

2009-10-29T21:22:00.003+08:00

Today was boring much.

I went to school with panda eyes, yawn non-stop. D:

There wasnt anything for us to do. We just had to kill time doing our own stuff.
like WHAT'S THE POINT of going to school here.
The whole day I was dreaming about my bed at home. -.-
Everyone was busy playing PSP and comp, i didnt bring my comp so i had to read my book for the whole day:(

After school I went for Band to practise my double bass.

After band mum agreed to fetch me home
Then I witness a car accident. O.O :O
Actually it wasnt me I only realised it when mum shouted "SHIT"
so MUM was the one that witnessed it. :3
A taxi had hit a motocyclist when doing an illegal U-turn.

`It wasnt the totally the taxi driver's fault cos apparently the passenger had ordered him to U-turn.
`I guess he didnt wanna disappoint the passenger.
`Anyway, it was partly the motocyclist fault cos he was also driving too close beside the taxi. `Luckily the motocyclist wasnt badly injured.
`There wasnt any blood or I wont be telling you this I would be sitting on the sofa stiff the whole day thinking about the scene.
`The motocyclist is a malaysian i think.
`Some drivers were horning away.
`I was like, "Hello it's an accident the taxi driver cant move the car till the police arrive"
-.- -.-
`Fortunately there were some smart drivers who drove by the other, to sort of improve the jam.
`Then there was a fat chinese lady trying to drive through the scene like, SQEEZE through between the taxi and the motocycle.
-.- -.-

THE END ;D

BORED ><

2009-10-29T12:09:00.002+08:00

YO !

I'm in school now. Just completed some survey so was allowed to use the comp. :D

Aww. So bored now. D:

Anyway(s) today didnt do much.
There was any lessons. Maths was an exception.

I cant place the tagboard in.
So I won't know whether you visited or not.
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Before the Hong Kong trip, I realised I left my phone on the seat in the taxi.
Like omgosh right.
BUT
fortunately that taxi driver was my mama's friend.
So I could get it back
but I had to leave Singapore without my phone how sad. :(
.
WHAT TO DO NOW.
I am so ~~freaking~~ bored here...
>.<
The girl beside me is doing maths homework. -.-
LIKE HELLO EOYS ARE OVER?!?!?

I'm not so hardworking.
bb :P

MWUACKS

2009-10-28T20:03:00.004+08:00

HELLO

So happy today I decided to make my blog undead!
Finally finished my EOYS. :D:D:D:D
I went to Hong Kong for babysitting again.
The baby is cute OK.

Anyway JOEY's beside me now, whether you know her or not.
:D:D
Too bad there's indoor test this friday
Not practising like WOAH WOAH WOAH
I'm like "who cares if i'm not in main band".

BLEH BLEH
Watching singapore idol now.
RARE.
Now Sezairi/Suzairi just finished singing. :D
Too wild and crazy, said the judge. D:

I WANT MY HOLIDAY BACK.
:( Going to KFC with Joey soon...
Thinking of songs to add in.

Not really sastified with the blogskin though.
Don't like LA results (English) :(
Mum was like, "why so low"
D:

Watching Duane singing now,
Joey says he's gay
~~I kinda agree~~.
OMG coz he's worshipping Pussycat Dolls.
Sexy boy.

byebye.

MWUACKS.

-.- The Look-alike :D

2009-10-15T13:26:00.003+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!!

My blog is back.

Just wanted to show some awkward pictures here. :)

Was net-hoppin. Saw something gross. >.<

I told you. ;)

2009-09-23T17:57:00.003+08:00

Hellio. :D:D

THE BLOG IS OFFICIALLY DEAD . :)

WHOO HIIII TIFFANY HERE :D
ok i'm so extra >< Back to bellerie.

Bellerie says,"Be happy that I'm typing here. (O.O) My tagboard's dead as well. D: Sorta."

Today, a noob* had a bad-bus day... (not a bad-hair day)

Wanted to meet Tiffany at Bedok Interchange.

This noob went to take bus 12. (when it doesn't lead to bedok)

This noob realised that bus 12 leads to Pasir Ris interchange. (oops. wrong bus)

Went down immediately after the next stop... She pressed the bell just when the door closed.

The bus uncle started nagging. -.-

Again this noob went to look at the board (at the bus-stop). When she was looking, 196 passed.

BOOHOOHOO.
This noob went to take 196. She realised she was in the wrong direction..

-----------------------------THE END-----------------------------

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I need a new blogskin! ><
Maths common test is tomorrow. !
Bernice's birthday party is on saturday!
And Tiffany is on my left! ><
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*Bellerie Gn Jing Wen

2009-08-12T15:58:00.002+08:00

And....

I'm in school. Senior high comp lab.

HAHA.

20 more minutes. 20 more minutes and I'm will be going back to the culinary club room.
We were supposed to find calories in food. Food that I like. :D Ah Hah, I sprang to the computer lab..(Not exactly springing...) turned on the computer and type "g-o-o-g-l-e-.-c-o-m" on Internet Explorer>.< Then I typed "Calories in Food". And Bling, a whole chunk of websites, found a reliable one i started writing down calories of fried chicken. Wait. KFC fried chicken to be specific. Thigh meat. -.-360 calories.

~~It took me quite a while to fill the whole paper~~

I should stop talking about these. Hmm, let's talk about yesterday.
I was dead tired.
It started quite OK, with Maths Common test. It wasnt as hard as I thought.
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Went to the foyer to wait for Bernice. She had DSA.
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Jin Rui had some hair-do that looked like esplanade.. TOo bad you didn't see it.
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Bernice looked absolutely definitely nervous.
Her face shows it all.
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The intructor only seemed interested in Jin RUi. -.-
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Went to Band Room to practise. Someone from CO took my string bass, had to walk to the CO room to get it back.
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I felt like my hand was falling off.
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THE END

e.m.p.t.y, inside.

2009-08-10T12:52:00.002+08:00

~~What to say,~~

Happy Birthday Singapore.. I should have said it yesterday..

Hmph, no plans today. Almost bored to death I had to result to talking crap on MSN. -.- Asking stupid questions, knowing the answers right at the beginning. Bernice will be going for her dance practice soon, I dont wanna be left alone at home so I'm going with them.

BAND BAND BAND. it's definitely driving me crazy with the upcoming indoor test. Let's have a bet, I won't end up in the REAL BAND, as what our conductor said. Wait, can you all imagine me playing the string bass/double bass? Well, I can't. I might end up making a fool out of myself during the indoor test. BOO HOO HOO. -.-

I guess I gotta pack up my maths stuff, I need to revise for tomorrow's common test. Dunman high's common test sound like CA1 to me, doesn't really make a difference without SA1, you still gotta study hard.

HEH, every since Friday yan ting and tiffany c. came to my house i have been listening to KISS THE RAIN. -.- As you can see, I'm got so crazy about it I even name my blog KISS THE RAIN. Great job, bellerie.

God, if you asked me what colour suits me the best, i would say, dirty green.
Plain boring.
Dull.

D:

2009-07-09T19:48:00.003+08:00

Saying nothing, typing everything. -.-

Good news and Bad news.

Getting the bad ones off my mind..

Firstly, R.I.P Michael Jackson.. Probably mass media killed him. Indirectly. Anyway, he would forever be in our hearts, nobody will ever be capable of replacing the King Of Pop. I still love your voice. ;) August 29 1958 - June 25 2009. We'll miss him...

Secondly, I saw a dead cat while driving to fetch Bernice from her tuition.. Well, it wasn't smashed.. I think a car had hit it...it flew and landed on the road. I could visualise it. GOSH, the car almost ran over it. He was lying there as still as ____ at the turning junction. Fortunately we were careful. Uncle Chris went to pick it up by it's tail and put it into something like a rice sack.. Dead cat, you too, R.I.P.

Good news.
Baby godsister coming back from hongkong! 9 more days.. Looking forward to it. She might even stay over our house! O.O I'm going to start babysitting again. WOW. Love this challenge. Kinda freaking me out. In a good way.

Done announcing my news. :D

Today, I was busy rubbing my eyes in class :X as I felt kinda uncomfortable wearing contacts. Well, I'm a beginner here! It just feels dry. Also, I couldn't see the whiteboard clearly. I was about to take out my contacts but I realised class was about to be dismissed. Hence, I persevered. Putting eye drops was of no use. -..- I hope I will be getting used to this soon.

Argh.

I still miss you, MJ. T^T

2009-06-21T17:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY DADDY'S DAY!

Today, I went to cut my hair after having lunch at the market near Mac. I went to the usual salon at Ubi to trim my hair as it was growing shoulder-length. Hmm, maybe I was exaggerating. Currently playing virtual villages, after 1 hour of playing the piano, which got my fingers tired. D: We have no plans about going to any shopping malls today..

Yesterday was so-so. We only decided to have a drink at Tampines Safra after dinner. Fortunately, I was able to meet Chloe there while drinking my milo dinosaur! Oh my. I almost forgot how to spell 'dinosaur'! Sadly, chloe will be moving to beijing in a few weeks' time. Bye, my friend. Good news and bad news. Good news: My mum's planning to visit Chloe and her family during the December Holidays. Bad News: Well. She haven't decided.

That's all for today!

Oh, tomorrow is a band-day. D: Not sure if it's good news or bad news. From 1215 to 1730. That means 5hrs and 15mins of standing! since I'm playing that GIANT violin.. :( Hope it'll be fun.

That's all :D
Toodles~

2009-06-20T17:18:00.003+08:00

Today is a Saturday. :(

Yesterday was quite a tiring day, as I spent the whole day out. I reached TKPS at around 1.55pm. Jacky and Sherry was there.. Gradually, Yan Ting turned up. Then Jeslyn, Elena and Qing Hai. I couldn't believe that some of our classmates were lazy to turn up. How sad. We got up 2 buses to reach marine parade, we still had to walk quite a distance to reach East Coast Park. Before that, while we were waiting for bus 21/60, Sherry was trying to convince Avery that she was Jun Sheng. Like lol, he actually believed.

After a looonnng time, we finally reached East Coast Park. Sherry rushed to build sandcastles. She said it was her first time building it. Hah! I was there, entertaining myself by digging a hole in the hot sand. Not hot, actually. -..-

After becaming bored after some time, we decided to walk to Area A from Area C to the bicycle rental shop. Not long after we starting walking, my phone started buzzing a few times. When I took out my phone, there was quite a number of messages. It says "welcome to Indonesia! ..." I was like what. the. heck. I called tiffany. I could not here her clearly, was it my phone or hers? I was taking a long time trying to explain to her where we were.

We stopped at Area B. We arrived at Big Splash. I was trying to tell tiffany to see if she could find the super big Carl's Junior(howtospell) sign up there. She couldn't not hear. :(

After a long time, she managed to find her way there. We met at Carl's Junior. We started buying food to eat. We were sitting on high chairs, I was happily munching my fries when I felt that something was dangling on my feet. My slipper tore. D:

Fortunately Jacky was kind enough to lend me his crocs sippers which was slightly to big for me. But I was glad there was something to wear. :B I went to the shopping mall in Parkway Parade and bought a pair of white slippers from cotton on. I was taking a long time to decide the colour. Then I wasn't sure if I was going to buy it. I had to buy something else so I can buy the slipper at $5. If not, I will have to pay $9.90. My last resolution was, to buy a $2-bag.

Then I went to TimeZone to play, met my mum at Tampines1, ate japanese food, then went to TimeZone again. It was called TimeZone active. The most enjoyable game as Guitar Hero! ;)

That's all.
My hands are getting tired after typing. :D

2009-06-19T13:27:00.002+08:00

Hello all.

Looking forward to class outing with 6 Honesty'08. 29 more minutes. Have been so sleepy these few days, spending most of the time doing 3 english poems. Not forgetting reflections. I pity Elena, her comp crashed. Mine crashed when i was P4 too. :)

27 more minutes.

I wonder who will be turning up, I hope I'll be able to see Mr Asraf. But I don't think he's invited. :X Sorry Mr Asraf. I THOUGHT you were invited. But I guess you will be too busy to turn up too.

That's all for now, might talk about the outing later. :)
YAY TO 6 HONESTY'08!.

24 mintutes.

2009-06-16T22:18:00.003+08:00

The sun was shining brightly today, if I could remember. Piano was in the morning... I spent most of the day writing another piece of poem. I posted my first poem in the class blog, so I decided to post my second poem here. (: Both will be used for my english homework. I have to write 3 poems or prose(short stories) for my assignment, it can be any topic. So I decided to try my luck and start writing a poem.. Write and Write, I ended up finishing 2 poems; one yesterday, one today. Really tired....

Stuck in the past

Right in the mirror is an unkempt girl,
Causing her parents’ head to be in a whirl.
With a wide variety of emotions she gather,
You could say she is as temperamental as the weather.
In a world filled with challenges everyday,
She tells herself to walk in the right way.
To be optimistic, happy and motivated,
Why is it so difficult to activate it?

Reminiscence of the beautiful past filled her mind,
That cheerful chubby face that used to be so kind,
Had turned out to be an unfriendly thirteen year-old,
Whose face would constantly fold.
She remembered herself being so lively and confident,
Her passion of leading was made evident.

She was still dwelling over the past,
Even though it was better to get over it fast.
She thought having a new environment would be fun and interesting,
But the present days felt so plain and sickening,
Perhaps she got to get used to present,
But the experiences she had were definitely unpleasant.

Striking off the calendar day by day,
It felt like nothing was done from January to May.
Now she spend her days staying at home,
Staring blankly at her mobile phone.
For days she waited,
Nothing much she did could make her contented.
When she thought everything would be the same,
Reality stands right in front of her old “fame”.

She knew if she spent her time lazing around,
People would definitely look and frown.
But as she flips through her homework and tries to remember,
She would end up giving up and surrender.

Always she ran to her mother saying that everything was a lie,
And without a doubt her mother would sit on her bed and sigh,
Laziness is a poisonous attraction,
Filled with excuses, reasons and distractions.
Is it time to change her way of perception?
Or is it just that the world is full of hate and deception?

Slowly read!
Bye :O I'm getting lazy to type any further *yawns*.. :X

2009-06-12T16:34:00.007+08:00

Today is a gloomy day, with stubborn and grumpy clouds floating in the sky, blocking the sun rays, not letting my dear plants to make food. D:

The little fat pomeranian is still roaming about in my little "nest". What irritates me, is that "ling ling" sound of the bell, found on Puffy's broad neck. It drive sleepyheads like me berserk. Well, not exactly sleepy, but more of moody. "I'm as temperamental as the weather, be afraid."

Sitting on this stiff white chair, typing on this laptop. This is a typical Friday Afternoon during the holidays. I wouldn't want to sigh. Why would I? When I prefer days at home typing on this dusty laptop of minem, waiting the sun to shine once again. That pomeranian's owner had called up. "Puffy" is the name of that fat dog. "When you go 'milk milk', his ears would 'twitter'", said the owner. Sadly but true enough, my sister said "milk milk" in her high-pitched voice, and its ears started "twittering".

That means we got to return Puffy to its owner tomorrow. How sad. ):

There's more homework to be done, I have yet to finish my chinese and english homework. As for geography, I left my pathetic workbook in the locker of my classroom in the last block of Dunman high, tanjong rhu road. Boo Hoo hoo! I'm going to start wailing in no time.

Bernice will be going to her dance lesson soon, bringing that Puffy along. Well, she actually ignored Prince the whole day. How "loyal" is she. Puffy is actually a well-trained dog! HE can sit, stand, stay. Also, when you say "take the leash", he would start biting it to you. What a pity he's leaving tomorrow. He is actually toilet-trained but I guess he doesn't where is the toilet of my house. That's why he starts urinating somewhere else, causing my sister/mum to start screaming.

That's all for today. :))
That dog's coming to me.

2009-06-10T23:22:00.004+08:00

Hey all!
I still haven't start on my homework. :)

Went to do history project at Yi Min's house today.
Her house super nice! Big somemore leh.
Heheh I was staying in one of the rooms of the basement the whole time.
AND the room is bigger than my leaving room! Perhaps 3 times the size of my bedroom!

OMGOMG what happen to my england! Leaving room! LOL
*Living room
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My mum brought a pomaranian(how to spell?!) back home yesterday night. If you don't quite get it, I was referring to a DOG. I think it escaped from its owner.. I'm not sure it's kinda complicated. But anyway my uncle passed it to my mum so that it could stayover for the night. HAHA IT'S CUTE.

Right now my mum's asking me to sleep! But I still wanna type type type. (I'm risking my life)

My uncle just took the DOG back with him... Yeah he say he wanna try to bring the dog back for a night then see if he wanna keep the dog.

OMG bad english!

I wanna go facebook but I think there's NO MORE TIME LEFT.

still slacking.
what to do now still don't feel like sleeping leh. HAIZ.

NO FREEDOM OF SPEECH! (lol remember grad night?purposely using this)

YAY TO SLACKING! ZZZzzzzzz(fell asleep)

-LAME!

2009-06-09T19:38:00.004+08:00

About Hong Kong.. Well, I kinda spent the whole trip babysitting.

BUt I enjoyed it!

I enjoyed taking care of my godma's baby daughter,
For short, my new baby god-sister:DD

I decided to change my nickname to nanny.
BUT.
Do I even have a nickname in the first place..

The baby is ssooooooooo super cute leh.

She actually came back to Singapore with me :)
I went to her "full-month" a few days after returning to Singapore.
She went back to Hong Kong today morning.
SAD. I WILL MISS HER!
Don't know when she'll come back to visit cozz it's quite impossible for me to go to HONG KONG!
I just came back, remember??

Homework..... I'm still kinda slacking.
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2009-06-09T19:27:00.006+08:00

Hi everyone!!

New blogskin! (as you can see)
I am currently typing this and playing 7-up.

Now my sister changed her mind and now playing tarzan the monkey man with Joey
bernice said p-i-n-k.

Skipskip.
Anyway still going crazy over my homework.
Crazy in a ~~negative~~good way. Oh common. ~~Stress~~!
Sorry Tiffany I mean DRESSDRESSDRESS.
Holidays will be over soon.
I wont take time to count the days left
I still like the days when I'm FREE..
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I am still not free of homework yet.
~~BOOBOOBOOBOO~~
~~HOMEWORK SUCK~~
trying to be optimistic now. :D:D

BYE

2009-05-30T16:27:00.003+08:00

Updating in progress..

Well, I will be flying to Hong Kong tomorrow. Don't think about H1N1 now.. For this whole week I have been attending my grandaunt's funeral. Well, I do miss her. If you don't know, grandaunt means my grandma's sister..-.-

Why is everyone dying ? One by One? This hurt. Alot. Yesterday was the cremation. The whole scene was saddening. I felt like crying. Grabbing my waterbottle, I told myself not to cry. My uncles were crying their lungs/hearts out, I could say. My sister looked like she was forcing herself not to cry, too. When we see the coffin slowly pushed in by the machine to be cremated. My grandma was like hysterical? She was like screaming, "Oh it's going to be pushed in already!" in teochew. I feel sad for her, I guess I will be like that when Bernice die too. TOUCH WOOD! I also hear some people saying things like "burn the body but not the soul". Even typing this out makes me sad.

What to do? I do agree with Jamie, "Life's like this".

Before the cremation part, we were told that the coffin cover(whatever it's called) will be closed soon. For short, it means that it will be the last time we'll see her face. That time, too, I tried not to cry. I went to the coffin, looking through the glass.. It was my grandaunt, lying as still as ever. Her face doesn't look as real now. Even the super thick make-up doesn't help. She died of cancer, that's why. There was a pearl in between her lips. I do not really know what is that for, but nevermind.

For the past few days, I was helping to fold "money".. Yea I tried my best to fold as much as possible, I want my grandaunt to be rich in whatever world she's going. She's a really nice and person. Organised and all.. You could say she's a super housewife. Now she's gone.

Haizzzz.......... That's all for now.
sad face. D:

2009-05-19T17:59:00.000+08:00

This
Is
Wan
Ling.
[:
Bbye.

2009-05-16T12:16:00.005+08:00

hi

I hate my medicine.
i love wanling.
-..-
The medicine is very bitter.
~~I vomited it out TWICE in a row.~~
Oooo. Obscene.
Urgh..........
Having piano lesson at around... now

BYe
Wanling is accusing me of farting all the time .
BYEBYEBEYEBYEBEYEBYEBEY

2009-05-15T19:02:00.003+08:00

The first half of the day was plain boring.
I felt unwell most of the time.

I suddenly find that my blog is dull.
I guess I should start tagging around.
La-la-la-la.

I could dig a hole in the ground and hide in it.
aahhhhhhhhhhhhh
wan ling is sad . D:
so am I .
There's no particular reason .
Not a bad-hair day ,
Not an emo day ,
Not a friendless day .
Nobody knows why .

Still,
Happy Birthday Wan Ling !

2009-05-15T19:00:00.003+08:00

Walao . i hate bellerie
She keep saying i'm emo
LOL .
Obviously wanling is here .
hahahahahaha and i tell you
Bellerie has been dumped by me .
Muack .

2009-05-14T17:28:00.005+08:00

obviously , needless to say
wanling here . HAHAH
For what ?
To credit herself!:D
This blogskin is credited to Kitchentiles. .well thats the damned background .
For the basecodes its alr credited there .
So I copied and edited and whatever shit there is needed to make this skin nice.
hehehe . did not much also , happy ? :(
Bbye .
bellerie is botak . :O

2009-05-14T15:35:00.002+08:00

Hello comrades !

-.- recently I have been too into the book animal farm !
I am Benjamin. (L--- O----L)

And. I scored 25/28 for my maths common test. It's not worth yaying or booing. :/
11/20 for my chinese compre. just passed

Wan ling is flirting with the "Dog". Although I sort of thought it was a pig-dog. Maybe the mother was a pig and the father was a dog. But who cares -..-

The dog is cute ! and ugly at the same time .
I don't even know if it's a female or male.
So. Let's call it shemale for now^^ ( meanie !)

Tomorrow is wanling's birthday. She's having it in my house . Who's coming?
I'm not sure either. But the only thing I know is that I'll only be coming back home at around 7. what human waste is that.

Geog test was fine. It wasnt as difficult as I thought.

ehheehehehehe

2009-05-12T18:32:00.004+08:00

Hi .
I myself think it's weird that I am actually having a pinky/girly blogskin .
But . Let's just try something new or everything would be boring.
I actually arranged my links in alphabetical order! -.-
(so you better appreciate it --wanling)

Yup. I hate tests.
I am having a geog test 2 days later. BOO :/
(I love wanling the most)
I failed my history test! 5/14.
Well, stop kissing me wan ling .

Science test was miserable. I scored a pathetic 22/35!
Yea. So I guess I have to buck up and start being a nerdy AGAIN.
School is tiring. My brain is leaking. Informations are leaking.
I am officially no more a Smart- Ass.
The quizes are false.
BOO

2009-05-11T17:51:00.003+08:00

HI ,
I AM HERE TO CREDIT MYSELF :D
WANLING/ESTEE HERE
I JUST HELPED BELLERIE TO EDIT HER OHSOAWESOME BLOGSKIN
AWESOME ISN'T IT
YES OF COURSE
ITS EDIT BY ME
(L)
Bye . Going out for dinner dates with bellerie.
:D

2009-05-11T17:19:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone (:

Wan Ling's in my House.

She's currently talking about step 1 ah bengs!
and
I think she's doing my sister a favour.

Haven't been unpdating the blog, only not long ago I have been influenced by esteeeeeee.
Anyway, 3 more days to Geog test!
4 more days to Esteeeee's birthday.
Wan Ling is hyper now^^
What to do, we're both addicted to Moshi Monsters!
Play Moshi Monsters! go moshimonsters.com
and ADD US!
belloling
bell-o-ling
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.
.

2009-05-10T16:58:00.002+08:00

Hello /
wanling/estee here .
belle is beside me !!
So bored .
Her house is nice .
:D
I am tutoring bernice :D!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAAA.
DEAR QINGHAI ,
Neither do I will be waiting solemnly for the exuberance me tonight exactly at the exuberance me tonight exactly at the exuberance me tonight exactly at the exuberance me tonight exactly at the exuberance me tonight exactly at the exuberance me tonight exactly at the exuberance me tonight exactly at the exuberance me tonight exactly at the exuberance me tonight

2009-04-07T21:24:00.001+08:00

What to say..

I am looking for friends, or rather, a CLICK that I can join.
Seems like it's kinda hard.....

It will be Good Friday in 3 days time, there'll be pre-camp activities on Thursday.
GAH, I feel so dead. How would I have looked like if I was a Vampire?

But logically, who would wanna bite me?? Unless there's some crazy vampire with diseases going around to bite people for the fun of it.

Wait. It's gonna hurt. I guess I would rather be a human.. Thinking of K.O.//.

I hope one day I will have a group of friends that I am comfortable with. I gotta start with the 1st step..

Where's the Silent Killer spirit?? But I know I won't have any friends if I THINK that they will come up to me naturally.

I guess the Silent Killer Spirit is so UNREAL, UNTRUE.

The truth always hurt.
This is a cruel world, if you wanna see it that way.

2009-03-13T17:15:00.007+08:00

March is the worst month ever.

My grandma's dog just died. He fell sick in the beginning of January. He officially died yesterday, 12 march 9.45pm. If I could see him again! We brought him to Pasir Ris Pet Farm so that he could be cremated. He can only be cremated tonight. He has to be frozen first! How can you freeze a dog? Only a dead dog. And he's dead.. WHY IS HE DEAD?

I waved goodbye to him for the last time, but he can't see that! Can he still hear us? Can I just kneel down and cry out loud? No wonder his name is K.O., he is really K.O.ed. He got me crying!

What can I do now?? It ain't a very good start of the holiday.. It won't be a happy birthday too! People should come to me and wish me a Sad Birthday.

Yesterday I learnt one more thing - - Cherish the one you love. Or you'll feel like the sky is tumbling down; like exactly how I feel now?!

He is younger than Prince. What an unlucky dog. What can I do now. All I can do is to pray hard that he won't ever be a dog again in his next life! "Be a good person" is what my grandmother told him in teochew, crying at the very same time. He eyes wouldn't close when he stop breathing. He has been crying for the past few days. He even lost his voice. We couldn't hear his whining when he's in pain. He's tongue is longer than normal. (People say that if that happens means it is gonna die)

I don't know how to comfort her?? How to when i don't even know how to comfort myself. Mum says it's part of life.

BUT I still wanna play with him, I still want him lying down on my lap, i still want him to bark at me, I still want him to run like he has his own style and all.

Where are YOU?? Where are you K.O.? You are still smart enough to die after my grandma left for work. How can I not miss you?? How can I cheer up?? How can you give up??

Today is Friday the 13th, but he died on Thursday the 12th and THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS THURSDAY THE 12th! i dont want you to die i dont want you to die i dont want you to die.

GOD. I guess life's just too tough to be true. You must never forget me, do you get that K.O.? Life goes on, though I am really afraid I will forget how you look like.

2009-02-18T19:39:00.004+08:00

People come and go... That's what I've learnt.

I feel sad today, I want to be alone... I didn't want to talk too much in school.
Didn't have appetite. Not gonna tell you why, but just to let you know I feel down...
It feels like everything is going to happen at one single time.. I don't know how to handle it.
Piano Exams are stressful to me. Common tests. and.. something else personal.
How to handle stress.
How to handle someone crying.
How to remember everything at once.
How to excel in chinese.

Nobody knows how I feel.
Everything is happening in March. So what if my brithday's on march.
So what is Prefect Camp is on March and I could see my p6 friends again.
It doesn't matter. At least now.

March sucks.

2009-02-17T19:11:00.003+08:00

Haiz.. Today is a partially bad day...

Like any other day, I had my classes, recess. I ended my last lesson late as I had to finsh the science worksheet in order to get home. I thought I needed to pay for the lockers today! I queued up.. then realised it was for Year 2s.. How embarrassing. I had to walk out of the queue with everybody looking.. OH MAN. >< I thought that was really dumb of me. Sprinted to the bus stop but ended up waiting quite awhile for the bus. Managed to find a sit, fortunately.

AYA... anyway I was looking very SIAN the whole time in school. You know, the "Sickness". Err, I think you know I'm exaggerating. HAH! I'm watching channel 5 now sitting on the bed again, they're talking about shark tale or something.. The character really look like the celebrities!! COOL~~

OK, dunno watta say liao.
BYE times 2, Ta times 2..

2009-02-15T21:11:00.002+08:00

Hey. I'm back here talking to this blog..

Just finished reading my chinese textbook, learned my chinese spelling, I think. So i'm currently sitting on the bed watching tv while posting, hoping that you all will read my posts while enjoying to this classical music (turn to mute if you don't like it). I don't know why but I really from the BOTTOM of my heart, miss 6 honesty'08.. I miss the great time we shared.. all the jokes, rumours, games(captain's ball)... I really miss all of those.

But memories.. they will eventually fade no matter what you do. It's just... a matter of time. How I wish I go back to last year. I don't mind the exam stress(maybe I do), I just wanna be with my friends. I don't think that is wrong? No offence to my sec 1 friends but, my primary school friends still mean more to me. I KNOW!!! I know I can't go back into time, that's why I'm having this so called "Sickness".

Nothing's gonna help it.
*sigh*
p.s. There's nothing to scroll down in my blog on the rightest of the right. Not sure what's that. (am bad at editting html)

2009-02-15T18:12:00.002+08:00

Erm.... hey everyone.

If you haven't noticed I have changed my blogskin, and my blog.. SONG. Hmm, about this song.. I got to know this song last year, from my drama performance... I found it very nice so I went to check on the song name, and finally placed it in my emoistic blog. -..-

You know, I usually take hours to edit a new blogskin for my blog. So when you see a new blogskin, wait till the next day to see my new post.

Just finished my homework, going to have dinner soon....
Tomorrow school will start at 9am!
YAY NOT.
I'm dying to meet my friends!! Hope will have a class gathering soon..

If I am able to refrain from going to school. Lazy nowadays..
what to say now. OH HOLY MAMA I AM LOST FOR WORDS. once again.
what to say now!! AHH.

2009-02-08T16:59:00.003+08:00

Recently busy with homework, do you all miss me?? at all?? Please say yes, don't my feelings k? (Being lame)

Haa! Am adapting to my new school environment. I just got to know my CCA, and it's band. Band's my second choice actually. But i sort of screwed up my first choice cca's audition. They needed me to play the piano, and I kept playing the wrong notes as I was being nervous. They are so cruel! They don't even wanna give me a chance. But then fortunately I did well in the band audition... SO i managed to get into that cca. I was LUCKY.

You shouldn't mind the long-winded thingy on top.

Next. As I was sick on Thursday, I ended up with tonns of homework to do on the weekends. I just managed to finish it now. Sad right..

Ok, I forgotten what I wanted to say. So might as well go search for blogskins.

BYE++

2009-01-11T13:33:00.002+08:00

Aaah... Time pass so fast, I'm already secondary 1.. I MISS MY FRIENDS! lol.

Last week was our Dunman High Orientation WEEK, not camp. It was fun, the seniors were friendly, met new friends, blah blah. But then to me, the feeling is like so.... different. You feel kinda stressed in that school, to be frank. If you go around asking people for their results, you'll be shocked. Some with 3 A*s.. and so on. Scary..

My class is 1D obviously, but D for DROVER. though i don't even know what that word means. I feel like sighing now, cos i los my handphone again, with my ez-link card in a black pouch. The thing is that I can still call through. But then I've been finding it for days.... And no results. DEAR PHONE WHERE ARE YOU?!?! It's kinda frustrating. It makes me think that it'll be better if i know somebody took it away rather than it is still out there somewhere in my school compound. I rembered CLEARLY that the last time i took it was in the school's auditorium, after going to the auditorium I went straight back to class, then class dismissed. I realised it was gone after school.

I wonder where can it be... The school is so BIG. Walking from the auditorium back to class is quite a distance. SAD :( Please pity me.

AHH!! Unlucky.

THE END.

PS: Tell me your handphone number if you see me online. -.-

2008-12-29T19:49:00.003+08:00

I decided to post again..

Today i went out with my daddy ;

Bought 3 tees, 3 ear studs and finally a pair of sandals.

I should be happy, right??

But I'm not sure.

Then I went to my granny's house, daddy side and ate dinner...

Step-brother's buggin me to ride bicycle with him O.O

Told him later thrice??

Then he ended up calling me CRAZY. LOL.

Later I'm going to pick up someone from the airport after typing this I think, currently typing and listening to the TV.. Bored. Just a few seconds ago, my little bro just dressed up into a tiny mini batman and ran around like some crazy man. And now he's asking me to grab on a piece skipping rope. FUNNY. -..-

OMG the show just ended.

Going home.. BYE T^T

2008-12-28T14:42:00.007+08:00

Wow. 4 more days to school! It feels like time pass faster than lightning, if you get me. There's some problem with this laptop, maybe virus or whatever, but it is definitely making me mad. Now I forgotten what i wanted to type. GREAT. Yesterday as you can see i decided to change my blogskin including the song... And what surprised me is that I didn't have any idea what song I should use just for this blogskin. I had to look through my phone for some idea. Ended up i decided to use one of Jesse McCartney's songs...
Christmas is over, and New Year is here! And after new year it would be Valentine's day, if i remembered correctly. Oh man, I still kinda miss Telok Kurau... and all my classmates, except for some irritating ones.X) Pity me!! Cos I'm the only one from TKPS in DHS for Year 1. Year 1-- Sec 1. You see, it is different cos i think it's a high school or sth. This school doesn't have home economics! Boring.. I wanted to learn to cook at least 1 proper dish to prove to my mother cos she think i suck at cooking.. blah blah.
I want to finish the twilight saga as fast as possible!! This is killing me.URGH. I am currently reading the third book Eclispe! Finishing soon.. I am looking forward to the fourth book where Bella becomes a vampire!!O.O woohoo. And I also want to know what is her special talent and all.
Wish me good luck! Hope I can finish the third book before school reopens!

-.- yea yea.. It's so possible you don't even have to wish me good luck.

DUMB.
THE END. ><

2008-12-14T16:13:00.002+08:00

1.If ur lover Betrayed u,What will ur Reaction be?

-Find his whereabouts, go to him and give him the biggest punch to be satisfied.

2.If you can have a dream to come true,What would it be?

-Be a famous Singer?!

3.If there's a choice between lover and friends,which will u choose?

-I don't know. Cos I don't have a lover.

4.What Kind of home do u think is suitable for living?

-The biggest bungalow made of glass that has the biggest swimming pool, the biggest bedroom, the biggest toilet with the biggest bathtub AND the biggest recording studio for the future singer... Yea yea.

5.What is your ideal lover like?

-Someone almost perfect. Cute, smart, funny, kind, love animals,ROMANTIC?!(LOL), good taste for clothes and knows how to play piano OR violin. O.O

6.Which is more blessed,Loving or being loved by someone?

-Being loved by someone I guess.

7.How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?

-10 years at most. You know... I don't really have the patience.

8.If the person you secretly like is alrady attached,What would u do?

-Punch him in the face then go find someone else better than him. -.-

9.Is there anything that has made u unhappy these days?

-Being left out?

10.Is Being tagged fun?

-YES! but not spamming.

11.How do you see urself in ten years time?

-A singer that everyone loves.

12.Who are Currently most important People to you?

-Family and other close friends not forgetting Prince.

13.What kind of person do you think the person who tagged u is?

-i dunno leh.

14.Would you Rather be single and rich or married but poor?

-SINGLE AND RICH definitely. Why would I wanna suffer??

15.What is the first thing u do every morning

-Open my eyes.

16.Would u sacrifice ur family time to enjoy with friends?

-I don't know, seriously.

17.What is the thing u can't bear to leave it aside

-THE COMPUTER.

18.What types of friends do you like?

Loyal friends who are understanding, not extremely sensitive and emotional, independent and helpful blahh blahh other good qualities included.

No one else to do this.

LOL.

Most likely even if i say that no else is to do this People will still do it.
So why bother writing down names?
Don't mind this.
-.-

2008-12-10T12:55:00.005+08:00

Continuing from the previous post.

Why you shouldn't make friends with me.
Muhaha.
LOok Down.

You Are 73% Bitchy

While you may not think of yourself as the ice queen, admit it, you're often in a bad mood.

And it's those around you who often bear the brunt of your annoyance, even if they haven't done anything wrong!

How Bitchy Are You?

Next.

You Are Emerald Green

Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you.

Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show.

People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate.

But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you.

What Color Green Are You?

You Mostly Have Your Emotions in Check

Sometimes your emotions get out of control, but you usually are a pretty stable person.

You can find a lot to be happy about, as long as things are going your way.

But if a few bad things happen to you, you tend to go in a bit of a downward spiral.

Luckily, you usually come out of it okay and no worse for the wear.

Can You Keep Your Emotions in Check?

What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You

You are a giving soul. Way too giving, in fact. You often get stuck doing the dirty work that no one else will do.

You spend a lot on clothes, and you tend to be a very stylish dresser. However, it's hard for you to throw away trendy clothes when they go out of style.

You are a little shy and easily embarrassed. You often wonder if you are normal.

In relationships, you tend to be very romantic and demanding. You'll treat your partner like gold, but you expect a lot in return.

What Do Your Bathroom Habits Say About You?

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.

While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

You Are 68% Open

You're a pretty open person - and you don't mind sharing the good, bad, and sometimes ugly.

And while you do catch yourself blabbing on from time to time, you usually exhibit restraint.

You're openness is quite refreshing, and it encourages other people to be open with you!

How Open Are You?

2008-12-10T11:43:00.005+08:00

From elena's blog, i did the quizes as well..

#1-- Q. What Type Of Beauty Are You?
A. You are a natural beauty!

You Are a Natural Beauty!

You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...

One that looks good in the morning - without a stitch of makeup

That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though

You have style, but for you, style is effortless

What Type of Beauty Are You?

Seriously -.-".

#2-- Q. How Boying or Girlish Are You?
A. You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.

Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.

You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.

You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Even more sickening.

#3-- Q. What's Your Power Colour?
A. Your Power Colour is Magenta.

Your Power Color Is Magenta

At Your Highest:

You energize yourself and push others to succeed.

At Your Lowest:

You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed.

In Love:

You are surprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet.

How You're Attractive:

Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you.

Your Eternal Question:

"What is my next source of inspiration?"

What's Your Power Color?

Same as Elena again. woah.

2008-12-08T12:37:00.003+08:00

From Elena, to Elena and my other LOVED friends.

1#Will you marry the last person you texted?
Definitely not?! The last person I texted was Daddy!! LOL.

2#What did you do today?
Eat, Breathe, Play piano and blog almost all day.

3#What is one fact about the person last phoned you?
Hello? I have short term memory and you are asking me such question? How would I remember?

4#How old were you when you first fell?
-.- another stupid question

5#Last time you were on the phone?
A few hours ago.

6#What's for dinner?
I'm not the one cooking, dear, I won't know.

7#Ever been to statue of liberty?
Yes?

8#How many e-mail addresses do you have?
2.
9#Last time you washed your hair?
Yesterday.

10#Do you love Oreos?
Yes, a DEFINITE yes.

11#Can you Ice skate?
Yes?

12#Do you have a brother?
Yes.-.- A step brother.

13#What kind of mood are you in now?
Pissed, always been.

14#What is the best part of being single?
Probably more freedom? Can meet more friends?

15#Do you watch "the hills"?
What's that.

16#What are you doing now?
Listening to Elena's blog song playing over and over again. Blogging.

17#Who was the last person that helped you stop crying?
Me. If I remembered correctly.

18#If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
I don't think i will ever change my name.

19#Would you move to another country to be with the one you love?
Yes?

20#Have you talked on the phone while in the shower?
Maybe.

21#Are you afriad of falling in love?
A little.

22#Are you afraid of commitment?
Not really.

23#Are you currenlty attached? If yes, who? If no, are you crushing on someone?
No, maybe.

24# Do you love Coke?
Yyyeesss.

25# Do you know how to rollerblade?
Yup.

26# If yes, Have you ever fallen while rollerblading? If no, Do you think you're pro at rollerblading?
Yes :D

27#Best friend or your stead?
I don't know I don't have a stead yet.

28#Would you cry over a break-up?
Don't know.

29# Would you cry if your crush loves someone else?
No! If I ever know about that, he'll be dead. -.-

30# Pass it on to 5 people :D
(Look all the way up)

2008-12-08T12:02:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to a relaxing song, named <>. I got to know this song during Drama Nite, where by this song was played at the last part of the show. The instrument used to play this beautiful song is the piano. WOohoO. Talking about piano, today i am going to have my piano lesson..The lesson supposed to start at 11.30am but it's already 12pm... Sian.

I guess using this navigator skin.. I will have to sacrifice not putting all the songs at one go in my blog. Today, you are currently listening to <>. Don't mind it is a KOREAN singer so.. The pronounciation wouldn't be as good. I will be going to my grandma house to stay for a few days.. The good thing is that I would be bringing my laptop like last time. So i won't feel bored, obviously. AHHH now even though i am blogging i feel bored, that is sickening!For crying out loud!!! So what am I supposed to do now, all I have to do right now is wait. =.= But what if i don't have the patience? Not possible.

Hmm what am I doing now? Talking crap like yesterday. -.-

Wierdo..

I know.

2008-12-07T15:10:00.003+08:00

LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE. My idol. Let's curtsey. Woohoo. I guess I just have to be like little miss sunshine. But to be frank it'll be difficult. But if you want me to be like little miss trouble, it's as easy as ABC. I am like so super bored here, so don't mind my nonsense. -.- I came back from bangkok on monday.. so it's almost one week since i came back from Bangkok. OK, we were sort of STUCK in bangkok for a few days. We had to escape. And that was the start of our GREAT adventure. -..- THE GREAT ESCAPE. Sounds familiar huh?!

We drove from Bangkok to Hatyai, and the ride lasted from 10 over hours, which is totally sickening. I didn't know that the distance between these two places were so far, like 900km, MORE THAN THAT. Then after resting for 1 day in Hatyai we took a mini bus to Penang. The bus ride was so super bumpy.. I was like dying but my sister thought it was fun.. How wierd. Then we had to stop at the Customs thingy.. The queue was so super long and there was like quite a number of Singaporeans waiting to go to Penang. Skip Skip, 1 hour or 2 we ended at the tour bus company. The guy in hatyai told us that there would be bus at 6pm. But there wasn't. The earliest was 10pm. So we went to a shopping mall and I watched TWILIGHT. Fell in love with it totally especially the character EDWARD CULLEN. He's HOT. wohoo.. woot woot.

buhbyye. ^^ not.

Heyy.

2008-11-22T15:53:00.000+08:00

Heyy everyone, I kinda just received my PSLE results. I got 239. Actually to be frank, i was very disappointed as i thought i could get higher than that, obviously. At that moment when i first got my results slip, immediately when i saw my results my face turned pale (think so).I actually thought i could get about 250 plus... but unfortunately I got 239, one mark before 240..So i think you know what i mean... I do hope my expectations for myself will not offend anyone. The good news is that I will be able to go to my dream school, which is Dunman High as my Direct School Admission thing was successful. I do not have to worry about choosing schools now!! Yay... not.
I will be going to Thailand, Bangkok, today.. I can still do blogging now as my flight is at night. I don't know if i should celebrate for my results but my mother pulled me out of the house the day before to celebrate. We went to Vivo City and saw my classmate Jeslyn!! -..- Then yesterday my father brought me to Marina Square and I bought a jacket.. Puma!! Pink though. But I do not really hate pink, so i thought the colour was nice, not too baby pink. O.o I went home as per normal to watch my favourite TV show on channel 8, ten brothers or something like that. I really enjoy watching that show, of all the brothers I like the eldest one.. HEHE. Mum says he's cute or something.
Seriously I don't really know if I will be enjoying this trip, but it is going to be fun.. Although we are only going for 3 days, compared to my previous trip to Hong Kong and China, which was 18 day. 0.0 The last time I went to Thailand when I was 10, the trip was 10 days long. So see the difference??? Oh man why am I saying this I should be happy that I can go on a trip.=X SO YAY!! or KELOO KELAY!!-..- I am bored now, cos I have to wait for about another 3 more hours before going to the airport. BAD. AHH. Ok really gtg, so Bye.

SIAN!!! AHH!
(LOL copied from my MSN space, don't mind lazy to re-type again)

2008-10-30T18:35:00.006+08:00

SUPPORT 6 HONESTY AND PASS IT DOWN^^
Originally from Jia QI..

HAH!! Today was a very tiring day... Even more tiring than yesterday.. In the morning I was actually looking forward to practising captain's ball but because of being almost the last one to reach the hall, we couldn't practise... I was kinda disappointed, so I went to ask a few teachers if they could supervise us, but they weren't available so called.. Until we tried asking Mr Sim, we were able to practise captain's ball, but after the trip..

We went to Sentosa via bus, and we took about one hour to reach our destination.. We went for some history show which was, kinda boring and later went to THE COFFEE BEAN to buy my chocolate drink with wipped cream or something.. Then went to Fort Siloso and ended up using almost all of my energy to climb up steel slopes and also stairs.. The only thing that was fun was the playground, but I didn't play... Guess I was too tired to get involved?? No idea.. I have some or one video to show all of you, which was taken today.. Oh ya before that I while actually looking for information to answer some questions in our worksheet, we started feeling hungry and I took out the flattened bread-.- and tuna mayonese for my friends (: It was a picnic in an air-conditioned room... -.- The sandwich was kinda nice, oh I mean tasty.

Afterthat, we went back to school where I started eating my tuna sandwich again, then waited for Mr Sim before we went up to hall for the captain's ball practice.. After awhile, Cheron and Jashree (Don't know spelling) went up to ask and told us there was drama. I forgotten that there was drama from 1.30 to 3.3o I only thought it was from 3.30 to 5... So I missed the first part. Then THE END.

2008-10-27T14:11:00.010+08:00

Hey everyone, I am feeling bored here so decided to post some pictures from Bernice's birthday party, it includes picture from last year and this year..

Last year, the theme was PIRATES...

Tiffany Ng sitting on a balloon.. Don't mind I think she looks scary..

Oh man, I didn't know that winson drinks milk from a baby bottle. GOODNESS.

Winson the machoman, everyone is fanning him as he is feeling hot. LOL

Winson: Where am I?? I can't see anything...

LOOK WHO'S POSING

This year, it was some ghostly thingy..

The cousins... WOOHOO!

Eeewww... Look how sick they are wearing a girl's bikini top and bottom..

Look at Leonard eating some disgusting dessert..

Don't understand why but people just love to pose.. As you can see..
The egyptians actually used toilet paper to mummify some dead person.

THIS IS TOTALLY LAME!! AHHH!!!

Gonna stop here, not sure why but don't ask.

2008-10-25T17:18:00.005+08:00

Hello everybody, obviously as you can see, i have changed my blogskin... I am now preparing my new playlist.. Saw a song at a website and kinda fell in love with it.. It is 'one step at a time'. But when I listen to it at that website it is like so familiar, as though I heard it before.. Maybe I did..

Many things happened yesterday... Our class went to Science Centre, to me, actually it was quite a boring trip, we didn't do anything much. Our trip was spoilt by someone. That someone kept following us like... Wow, it was really disturbing and irritating. When we tried walking slightly faster, we realised she was also walking faster, just behind us. It was just like a monster/ghost following us in a haunted house.. When we reached Science Centre, we were allows to roam around and explore, with a group of friends. Although I went there so many times, some of the places that i went don't seem to be familiar. After becoming pissed with that someone, it was time to meet back at the entrance for brunch (breakfast+lunch). But then nobody seem to be waiting, actually they were all already at Mcdonalds... There was a very long queue so we asked Ronnie to help us buy, then he bought 2 extra sets.. But it was ok, I was already very grateful that he was willing to help us buy, I didn't need to queue up and so on... I didn't blame him, no one did.

Went to watch a show and the screen was so.. It made me so giddy I hit into a pillar. I think. I heard some laughters, but it's ok, don't mind. Felt like sleeping in bus before reaching school. Then we went up to class without teacher, end up went to hall to practise captain's ball.. Hope I actually improved my skills..Then some things happened. I repeat, THINGS. Then end up got a lecture from Mr.Tan.. Not our fault!! Afterthat, went to drama and so on..

Feel like flying now, but obviously it's impossible.

BYE my "Loves".

2008-10-17T12:42:00.005+08:00

Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz.
Oh man, I took the quiz and found out I am RED. So heard that ELENA's blue. She's my ENEMY!! I am destructive at my worst. WOW.. But when I am at my best, I'm passionate. That's good. (:Ok, nevermind. PSLE is over and I am getting busier than ever. Captain's ball practise, notice board decoration, class project decoration, newbie gift for next year and... Forgotten (: Sowwie. Keke. But anyway these few days I don't need to go to school, so am staying at home to laze around. Hope you know what I mean... Anyway Elena went to korea!! So bored at home, almost nothing to do. It's worst than studying now I think. Slowly, my brain is going to shrink and I am going to be STUPID. Have been updating my "blogshop" so please visit..http://www.maddyshop.blogspot.com/ . Sian!! Have posted any stuff yet. Have to do it as soon as possible. So obviously gotta go.. Bye. Oh, tell me what to do now except blogging.

2008-10-12T13:15:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, was quite fun. Alright, although we took so few rides. The first ride, was the inverter. It wasn't as scary as i thought. Ok, it wasn't scary, because i kept laughing. My cousin's friend kept screaming which made me laugh. I didn't even know that we stopped in mid-air hanging upsidedown, wierd. I did not even close my eyes how can I not know. Oh ya, when I was facing the sky, I thought I was going to heaven. Nevermind, yesterday so many rides were closed,including the viking, the not scary haunted house plus, the rainbow. I want to sit the rainbow! But anyway, after the inverter, then we took the train. The fast train that jerks. It wasn't scary but I am not sure why my cousin's friends kept screaming like HELL, afterthat, we took the flipper which kept spinning and spinning. Wow, it really had a great impact on me, i got a headache after it. Next we went to burger king for a break, ate fries and drank coke before going to the wet & wild, not Wild Wild Wet.. Waited for quite a while before a bunch of wild girls tried to cut queue, made me angry i kept staring at them, like how people look down at someone. how evil right, but they were in wrong too.. After waiting, we finally had out turn, i sat in front while my cousin sat at the back ( sitting at the back gets you wetter ) Then firstly it was the short baby slide -.- then the long one. Which to my surpirise, was not scary to me. Goodness sake what's wrong with me I didn't scream at all. It was my cousin that was screaiming. But i didn't deny the fact that i grab the handle very hard which was, kinda stupid. Plus, I think i grabbed so hard the next morning which is today, I had muscleache. =.= ok gotta eat lunch, bye.

2008-10-11T10:55:00.002+08:00

I'm back. Ever ready. Yesterday was kinda pissed off. Making me think that I am in the anti-boys club. But it's over, and that's great. Forget everything that makes you angry or sad. I mean it; EVERYTHING! So now I'm just gonna relax. Breathe in and out. Before there's fire in my eyes. Anyway today I am going to my cousin's party! Hope it is gonna be fun.. Actually I going to party at two place, as in firstly gonna part with cousin then next to a friend's chalet. Aren't you all just so jealous? Joking ^^ Later, after my music lesson, going to my cousin's house then to the Escape Theme Park then to another chalet. Yay... not? I am not sure whether to be happy or not. Actually, I am just soooo very glad that exams are over. So whatever party is coming up, I am going to play hard. There's gonna be alot of projects going on in school, at least I won't feel bored. I am going to join the captain's ball group with my other classmates... But, I am afraid that I am the one that cause them to loose... I don't want this to happen! But then my good friends, clover and sam told me that it's just for fun. Hope so! Guess will have to practise alot more... Coz this year I don't really seem to have time to run about. Sian... need to work out T_T lol. 加油加油！--Jia You( although I not really a person that speaks lots of chinese but gonna say that)

2008-10-09T14:40:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone, hope you actually still remember me and still visiting my blog. PLSE is finally over. All this while, I have been complaining about how irritating PSLE is. But now, PSLE is over and I have nothing to complain about. :( I don't deny the fact that I was very stress, doing so much work; but now I have nothing to do. No homework at all! It was so obvious I was not very used to this. I wanted to ask Elena if there was any homework. Oh man, PSLE is over, and The Silent Killers are going our separate ways. How sad! Ok, I won't get emotional now, this is my life, and this is what i will experience. Bye friends, I am going to say now. If not I don't know how I am going to say this, maybe i will cry first......*sobs
Let's change subject. Oh ya I wanted to tell all of you that I am going to play truth or dare on Friday. I am going to kill "Fook Seng"!!! Elena, I think you know what I mean. (: Hehe. (Clue: Girls are just so very evil. Muhahaha..) I hope that Mrs Tan will keep to her promise and have a little party!!! Is that our children' day present? ;) Hope she will actually give us a present ! =] Please also listen to my songs, enjoy it. 0-0
PS: I LOVE MY FRIENDS!! :P Don't mind me being mushy. I am just so glad have friends like you all..... YAY!

2008-09-05T15:58:00.002+08:00

It's been long since I've posted. I mean it's been a very very long time since I've posted. I am in bugis junction now, in Mcdonalds'. Now I think it'd kinda boring to post. I think I am getting lazy or something, or maybe it's a warning that my brain is going to stop working soon... Finally Prelims are over.. But in a few weeks time it will be PSLE. So what is the difference? You still have to study.. I am trying to finish reading The Vampire Diaries - The reunion, as fast as possible.. But after i post this.. Elena complained that I did update, but only my blogskin. So she thinks that I need to post more stuff, and that is what I am doing now, unfortunately I forgotten to bring the charger for the laptop, and there isn't much battery left.. So I guess after posting this I am going to shut down the computer... I better make use of the time I have now.. Or else there won't be enough time for me to do all the posting and editting... Wish me good luck, at the same time I wish myself good luck.. I have added a song, which is First Love.. Don't mind it is japanese except for the chorus. So after reading the post, please tag me.. YEAH?? Ok... Will stop right here. Maybe will post soon..

2008-07-28T17:28:00.002+08:00

Just tell me what's going on. Argh, I am sick and tired here, trying to tell that person. Don't try to interupt us.. It won't work?! I mean like if it works, there is no point here to continue this friendship. So stop harassing us indirectly will you?? Argh. A waste of time. An early HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Elena.. ELENA!!! I know how you feel. Feel sad for you.. People are taking advantage here because you are too good!! Be evil; like me. LOL kidding.. Oh man! 4 more days to prelim.. Can you like hear that heartbeat? It's getting louder each day.

What does Teacher kept saying that the paper is so difficult?? AHHHH.. What to do now?? It feels like I am stuck down here, in Singapore, waiting for the death sentence. Which is PSLE. I think you people know right?Especially P6. Today Mrs Sha told us our team for oral. It took her like almost 1 hour? The whole hall was too noisy. I can't hear the names she called out ><. Anyway feel so bored. There's no homework !! That means I need to revise longer. -.- What's wrong with my fingers I kept typing the wrong key. I HAVE CLUMSY FINGERS. Putting the end of this post; Bye.